hand⋅some /ˈhænsəm / [han-suhm]

–adjective, -som⋅er, -som⋅est.

1. having an attractive, well-proportioned, and imposing appearance suggestive of health and strength; good-looking:
a handsome man; a handsome woman.

2. having pleasing proportions, relationships, or arrangements, as of shapes, forms, or colors; attractive:
a handsome house; a handsome interior.

3. exhibiting skill, taste, and refinement; well-made:
a handsome story; handsome furniture.

4. considerable, ample, or liberal in amount:
a handsome fortune.

5. gracious; generous; flattering:
a handsome compliment; a handsome recommendation.

6. adroit and appealing; graceful:
a handsome speech.

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26

I know this is ridiculous, but since about early 2008, the number 26 occurred a lot to me. It didn't occur to me again after I went to UMS until these last few months.
Just now I looked at the clock of my laptop and saw that it was 12.26 am. And then my eyes just automatically looked at the clock an hour later. 1.26 am.
While I was looking for lyrics, I saw a human calendar at a blog. It just seemed to attract me for awhile. Then I realize what date it is today.
26 May 2009.
I immediately searched for the calendar and put it here. :D

And then, my boyfriend. My boyfriend...
He was born on the 20th of June.. I know it's not 26... But close enough. 20/06, right?
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x dpt tdur.
It's been 2 hours. It still feels like I'm having a heart attack again.
Not a real one, don't worry.
kenapala aku post benda merepek ni...

My blog

It's boring. It was, and still is.

Unless if your sole purpose is to see me talk about myself. I mean, perhaps it would have been interesting to see the english-speaking side of me.

It's funny. Those words would have sounded weird if they come out of my mouth. To be frank, and I probably have said this many times before, I don't speak English very well. It takes about a minute for me to construct a sentence, and another minute to figure out how to pronounce them well. Siuk lagi speaking sabah. haha

Yet, there's always this dilemma ever since I went to UMS. It's stupid, really.
OK. See, the reason why I don't speak English, for one, is that I am afraid that people would think that I am a show off. Also, since I don't speak it well, I am afraid that I would sound like I tried to show off but didn't succeed. And that, ladies and gentleman, would have been utterly embarrassing. haha...
And the dilemma comes when someone actually speaks English to me. Usually I would pause for a minute, then converse in Malay. They understand the language anyway. So, why not, right? lol
Malu ba mo speaking... ahaha...
And this blog is the only way to show it off, without appearing so. Brilliant, isn't it?

Another purpose of this blog is, of course, to serve as a place for me to vent my anger and frustration. Yet, I've always managed to throw most of them away, so you may not see much angst in here. I mean, there's still some, but not to the point of cursing anyone. mm... at least none that I can recall. (ada ka?)

mm... apa lg ya...

Oh, I forgot what I wanted to say. Typical. Haha~


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balik UMS

jam 10 sda. mo balik UMS diz...

da*n. the Home/About/Contact/FAQ thing didn't really have any function.
baru sedar...
is it beacause it's a wordpress theme?
ahh
whatever....
mama panggil....
rehan... p makan...

and i said...
emm...
this is what internet does to you...
klu ble mw ja YM sma mama...
mls mw ckp.
haha

bahh

bye :)

during break....

ecology and microbiology....

the very topic that i try to avoid in form 5 haunts me again this semester....

this time, it's a whole subject.

BAH... tidakpa... siuk juga ma pg fieldtrip.

tapi klu sda lab... fuh!! mo buat lab report tu yg agak perit ya... compile trus 4 weeks worth of la report.

hantar this friday... supposedly. then ada org ckp 23rd of march. ngam laitu... saya blum start satu pun. ahahaha

ok jg la... banding htr tiap mggu kan... is it???

bah... enuff with dat.

after this i got physics tutorial. at 2pm... about to get off. val n iffy are back from the toilet n packing stuff already. hoho


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at the library

at the library...

as said above...

doing nothing but chat...

using ebuddy...

c memeng bawa jln td, but...

mls...

nyways..

c val mmanggil sda ni...

sian dia...

lapar....

my bad! :P

hahahahaa

lek arr val... jap lg kta balik aa...

owh...nama kwn aku valerie ya...

bha

bye!

22% remaining...6 minutes to midnight

and i'm alone at the staircase...or so it seems...(?)

mo abis bat sda...smpat laie ni blogging...hoho
tgh flu lg tu...
mm...
just want 2 say something abt this blog.

notice those philosophical words up there? read them.

those banners or so I think that's what they're called on the right? click them.

ever noticed the game at the bottom of this page? well... play them!

ok la... the correct phrase would be "play it"..saja mo kasi rhyme. ahaha...
mmm...sjak msuk klas mndarin ni mcm lintang pukang sda bi... japanese language that i adored so much hv also been forgotten.. huhu...


nyways..
i saw my friend's blog just now...and i linked it to the news i just heard from miche...
somehow..
i felt like following her footsteps..
saya pun agak stres sda sbnarnya...
but i don't hate science..not just yet, at least...
ntah...
very reluctant to do assignments n stuff.
i'm only happy at class bcause of the people in it.
i thought of changing my course...but change it to what?
my fault in the first place anyway..
if only i did my best in matric... then i would have more choices n i wouldn't be so down like this...

but whatever, right??
if they can do it, then so can i...

...i hope.

at Memeng's

i'm at my friend's house...just chillin'...(aiseh..) we're basically doin nothing... emmy's playing a game at my laptop, memeng's texting as usual, and I'm blogging with her cuzz's laptop.. i wanted 2 study falsafah, but i left the notes at home, n i'm not in the mood to study earth science *yawn*... i'm starting to think that i shudnt have returned to UMS so early. the PF exam is on tuesday, n the (absolute final) due date of the english essay is on monday (i love Ms. Arifah for extending the due date again :D)...and im not really doing any work or studying here. plus, if i'm at home i can at least (try to) help mum around the house. hihi.. it was last night at ums when we decided to sleep here. we planned to go somewhere today - one of the reasons i agreed to sleep here..tp xjd ni. kechewa i. huhu~

o yea... hari tu ada kwn personally ni bha komen psal post yg previousss... "perlukah bf jd topik utama??" hahaha... x bha... bosan bha tu. ok... see... i was somewhat pressurized by people around me. by those who have bf/gf, those who had problems in their relationship, n especially guys who tried me (sorry ya..). haha... sda la kna tkanan study n assgmnt kan. pastu...fkir lg isu money3~ hehe... i know, it might have been the opposite of what i said in my friendster blog, but it was just something i thought of at that moment...kay??? haha...

final XM... takut...uhuu :'(