She's A Handsome Woman

short one

2009-11-24T08:21:00.000-08:00

the author of this blog is currently under sloth mode.
she will only be publishing updates via twitter or facebook.
this blog will be undergoing major changes in the near future.
but until then, there will be no updates from this blog.
thank you for reading She's A Handsome Woman.

cheers.

;)

my fingers are sore

2009-09-16T19:16:00.000-07:00

ayam
If u think u lost one, come to my house, or else it'll be our dinner tonight.

Photoshop experiment.
Saja letak gambar. klu x msti boring. hehe... Hm...bulat kan

I know I'm supposed to do something productive like doing laundry, doing lab reports@assignments (due week after raya...!!!), etc, tapi.... *sigh* kemalasan melanda diri. lol

What I did in the last few hours (after putting the dirty clothes into the machine) was looking for chords by ear. Who's songs? Kak Yuna la...kekeke
I've searched for them a lot but they're very hard to find. So far I've managed to look for the chords of Backpacking Around Europe, Blue Sands, Firework, Marina...
But not so complete la...
And to be frank, I can't even strum very well, let alone doing that and singing at the same time.
hambur! haha

And let me tell you this:
I CAN'T SING.
People who've been to Kbox with me should know.
Well, I am confident singing Yuna's songs cause they're easy to sing. Come on, anyone can sing her song. :P
Pretty much lagu2 yg low key sja la sy blh nyanyi bgs2...

Anyway, I was also checking out some blogs and found Yuna's blogs (here, here, and here) and some of the links that she posted.
Then, looking at all those creative people I found, I realized how technical I am.
I mean, I don't think that's the word, but it's the only thing that came to mind.
You know, skema, uncreative, err....apa tu, "by-the-book"? smthing like dat la.
Well, actually, I've realized that since a long time ago.

Learning the guitar is actually an attempt to un-skema myself, because I learned that music can motivate the brain to think. mcm bgtu la lbh kurg. lol

ahhh.... die la...die la... byk btul ni assgmt. x tau mana mau start.
semua pun after raya. wth?!
mati la ni kena nag oleh c farid esran. haha :P
yabha....pasni sy buat ya... :D

hm.... the clothes are still in the machine. wish they could move to the lines themselves. -_-

Finally! A post with pictures!

2009-09-12T15:46:00.000-07:00

I was just experimenting with Photoshop last night, putting some pictures together...
Xtawla..ok ka x ni....hehe :">
*click to enlarge*

Kittens that were taken away. One by my cousin, the other by a dog. T_T

Mum's kuih makmur, now open for ordering. RM0.20 apiece! ndabha.

Photos of me and coursemates.
Starring Valerie, Misa, Iffy, Lhye, and Wend. Guest Stars: Wan, EG, Fely2, and Corny.

Riang ria ribena bersama memeng n emmy. :)

A photo contains a thousand words. So I guess that means there isn't a need for explanation. hihi

p/s: sorry naz. gmbr ko teda.. huhu

not in my best mood

2009-08-15T05:42:00.000-07:00

updates, updates, here they are!

You know us girls, we have our mood swings, and I'm currently in one. Lucky for you, I'm not the cursing type... I mean, it's sooooo uncool if all you do is say cursing words when you're angry. No offense everyone. But to be frank, I am actually trying very hard to suppress my urge to curse to everyone in the vicinity. lol

kenapa saya bad mood?? hm... multiple reasons.

handphone

My handphone is seriously, seriously not working right. Well, actually just the mic and the scroll. It's nokia 5300, so it has those music player button on the sides - they're not working too. Guess it's because of the cable inside. These things happen to slide phones. Seems like it isn't such a big deal, right? However, I already bought a new handphone... Idiot. I know.
It's not here yet. My brother bought it in KL, and my cousin will bring it back here on Tuesday.

moneymoneymoney

ah....biasa laa...
Surely you know how it feels when you suddenly get a huge amount of money and then suddenly it's gone. Sucks so bad.
Tapi x apa... itu semua dunia! haha...
There was also an atm card problem a few hours ago. But it's all resolved. Thank goodness!
(Salah tekan no. pin sj... tapi punya bikin takut.. haha)

etc

There are also stuff that I totally and absolutely cannot share in my blog. lol

demo silat cekak

It was ok but I didn't do too well for my part. But at least the crowd liked it, right?
It didn't actually dampened my mood that much..I just felt the need to share it here. hehehe

And here's the video. :)

**Credits to Elias for uploading the video**

Guess which one is me... :D (Sepa yg tau tu diam2 la....ahaha)
memalukan -_-

hand⋅some /ˈhænsəm / [han-suhm]

2009-08-08T13:16:00.000-07:00

–adjective, -som⋅er, -som⋅est.

1. having an attractive, well-proportioned, and imposing appearance suggestive of health and strength; good-looking:
a handsome man; a handsome woman.

2. having pleasing proportions, relationships, or arrangements, as of shapes, forms, or colors; attractive:
a handsome house; a handsome interior.

3. exhibiting skill, taste, and refinement; well-made:
a handsome story; handsome furniture.

4. considerable, ample, or liberal in amount:
a handsome fortune.

5. gracious; generous; flattering:
a handsome compliment; a handsome recommendation.

6. adroit and appealing; graceful:
a handsome speech.

Highlights

2009-07-28T02:02:00.000-07:00

bukan highlights as in kasi warna rambut ni...

Highlights of the week(s)...

Hm... became ketua aras. tida penting juga...but it's big for me because i'm a shy girl. (beh!!!) hahaha...tiada-tiada

Got allergic shots at around 3 am on Sunday.... dad said I should quickly go to the hospital if I couldn't stand the itch, that's why 3 am. masa kena 2nd injection, menggigil ba badan. ahaha.....
and i'm not really sure if that was the effect that I should experience.

Er.... I eventually decided to take Macroeconomics anyway . Ya...9 subjects, 24 credit hours. Mantap!

Trip to Sarawak (for wajadiri) canceled... due to some technical difficulties. huhuhu... T_T
Well, at least canceled as far as I know la..... a bit confused on the details. @_@
Yang pasti memang saya tidak join pertandingan itu ....huhuhu....

Ramai member silat perempuan pengambilan sem ni.... x pa la klu kawan2 aku tu x join. ahahahaha...
mm... rasa mcm mau buat post pasal Silat Cekak la.... nanti la, ya.. :)

....that's all I can remember for now.

The tension hasn't really sunk in yet...
you know, about taking an extra subject and all the study related issues, but I do realize that I'm getting that lost feeling again..
Like, constantly asking myself what the hell I am supposed to study.

Takut pula nanti jadi macam last sem.

So that's all from this blogger.

To all my readers (if any), sorry for not posting a lot, and sorry for the confusion about the new blog with the new name and the new account.
It would take a lot of time to explain. Something which I don't really have much.

Alrighty then...bubye~! ^_^

speed test

2009-07-28T01:42:00.000-07:00

38 perkataan

Speed test

3 tries! 38 words/minute! slow bha tu kan...dui....try la

kesejukan

2009-07-13T20:44:00.000-07:00

I'm at Megalab now with Fara n Valerie.
Punya sejuk..!!!

What to write ah...hm..

I'm still in dilemma about taking extra subjects. I asked the Macroeconomics lecturer about this and he said I shouldn't take both Macro n Micro at the same time. "Not efficient", he half-jokingly said.
Yet want it or not, I already submitted the form to the dean's office.
Berserah pada takdir ja la skrg ni. :P

It's desk A47, and we're near the registration for second intake students. I saw my uncle over there, dealing with the students photographs.
"pandangan depan bha, bukan pandangan sisi"... sot. he's wearing a mask. sick, probably.
I even saw his friend take a picture of him with his hand in a peace sign. wakakaka.... sot punya uncle.

I have lab at 2, and also micro. I chose to go to the lab. Perhaps I'll see the Micro lecturer tomorrow. Kalau rajin. hahaha
Tonight got training again. surely I'll wake up late tomorrow.

That's all for now. No idea.
My tummy aches. It's too cold in here. Damn.

Hai... bila la kuar biasiswa ni.......

21 it is

2009-07-09T18:06:00.000-07:00

hahaa....

It seems I'm not taking 9 subjects (24 credit hours) after all.
Ooh....that's Dr. Harun over there. (Haha...blogging di SST ni.)

So...
I'm not taking Macro because, after putting much thought, I just don't think I can do it.
Biarlah.... extend pun extend la kan...

Yesterday, after Iffy went home, I went to SST. At the dean's office, a woman, whom I presume is his assistant, said that I should include my result with the form.
(D'oh!)
Perfect example of "malu bertanya, sesat jalan" haha
I should have asked first the staff first before sending it.
But, actually common sense juga mah....of course la they'd ask for last sem result.

The woman then said, "just send it here, and tomorrow just check at the office"... In Sabahan Malay la of course. haha
So I was feeling down enough that I just don't think I had the will to go to Kg. A and SST back again.
Plus, Valerie said she wanted to come to my room.
x pa la... :P

*sigh*

All time low

2009-07-08T22:08:00.000-07:00

Last semester, for some technical reasons, I couldn't register for 1 minor subject which is Microeconomics. Yet, instead of using the opportunity to achieve good results (since my credit hours was very low compared to my coursemates), I slacked off and I received an even lower results than the first semester.

This has taken its toll on my self-esteem and my confidence level which was already an all time low. Only a small number of people know my pointer.
And that's not including dearest Farid. (sorry...)
Sometimes I'm afraid of embarrassing him since he's such an achiever, much the opposite of myself.

Anyway, about the Microeconomics, now I have to take it this semester along with Macroeconomics.
That's TWO minors for this semester.
So if I sum up my credit hours, it's a total of 24.
Best of all, I have to take it ALONE.
Splendid.

But, that is, if the Dean of SST approves. I'm at the library now, and after Iffy goes home I'll be going to meet Dr. Harun to show him that Borang Pelepasan Jam Kredit. :P

I have no idea if this is the right thing to do. Almost everyone I asked said almost the same thing: "kalau boleh angkat, ambik seja la..."
True... but that didn't really help.
Of course, I have friends from SPE who can teach me some stuff, but I can't count on them all the time.
Yet if I don't take it this semester, then most probably I'd have to extend. 0_0 *gulp*

One more thing that worries me...
Silat.
Come August, there will be a competition - wajadiri - held in Sarawak. I may (have to) be one of the participants in this event, since it was said that Sabah is sending the lowest number of representatives compared to the other states.
So because of that, we're going to have extra training hours. That, plus the 15 mins walk of Kg. A - Stadium UMS (to and from).
By the time we get back to our rooms, we'll be exhausted.
So tell me, how am I going to survive taking 9 subjects?

Yet Abang Arom (our trainer/penyelia) did say that they don't want students to excel more in silat than the academics.
Perhaps I could just withdraw?

Haiz... Jadi macam tu???

I think, to you, the answer might be obvious... tarik diri...

But I want to go to Sarawak!!! Bukan selalu tu dapat pegi...

Oh, dilemma~

1st day of 3rd sem

2009-07-06T09:51:00.000-07:00

It wasn't much of a big deal for me initially, but it seems almost everyone had their say, so I thought I should say something too. ;P

Nothing much.

Today I checked out and in my the hostel... lol... I didn't check out last sem. bagus kan... Baru td check out..then check in blk baru.
Anyheww...
After taking my keys, I went to my room...tough luck. I got Block E. There's not much view from our window... Probably just other people's windows and some grasses. And if I felt like having some air, the stairs is near our door...only that all I get to see is a huge tree, and below it there are those lines where you hang the laundry... (ampaian bha..haha)

Two of my old roommates got our old room back, and Mel is currently using my desk. uuuu T_T
I like that room... It had at least a little view of the city, and the block is nearest to the tangga besi. lol
It's ok though. I'll consider this a new adventure.. haha...tlgla. bilik baru ja pun kira adventure ka? haha

When I went into the room I met one of my roommates - a chinese girl named (I think) Hui Ting. I saw in the list that there's 3 1st years and 3 2nd years, and she's one of the 1st years. She said that all 1st years and one 2nd year girl checked in already, but 1 of the 1st years balik kampung. Besides me, there's one other person who haven't showed up yet.
She's OK la I think... Only a few minutes of acquaintance and already she asked me about what PPIB subject I took in the 1st sem. That's a good start. :P

Besok ada clas. Kimia dan Kimodinamik. Nevesnyaa...

I'm actually still at home. And the clothes are right in front of me... staring at me half-folded. wahahaha..... Pelik2 pula sda ayat2ku ini. Definite signs of drowsiness. lol
Alrighty then. I'll be off.
OMG...1.30 sudahh..??!!
OK... Toodles!

I think... this shall be a very interesting semester. :)

Salam....

ah...apa ada pada title.

2009-07-02T08:39:00.000-07:00

Kalau tgk blog ni macam malas suda saya post kan?
memang punnn.....

malas mo taip dlm BI skrg. NOT IN THE MOOD.

di saat ini la kan, byk lagi tag2 yg blum dibuat. sbab? Not in the mood.
kdg2 rasa mcm tag2 tu ibarat assignment yg berlambak...dan kawan2 facebook tu mcm lecturer, tidak2 henti2 memberikan kerja... haha
saya mmg sentiasa not in the mood akhir2 ini...
stress saja...rasanya itulah punca kondisi kulit muka yg semakin teruk. :P
saya sendiri juga tidak tahu kenapa saya berasa tertekan. Jadi jangan la buang masa tanya saya macam2.

minggu depan semester akan bermula. terus terang saya langsung tidak bersemangat untuk study. tapi saya harus teruskan juga untuk mendapatkan segulung ijazah.

nah, matikau.
buang tebiat suda.

Orang yang ditag harus membuatnya, hahaha [akuditaglagi]

2009-06-21T01:30:00.000-07:00

What you're supposed to do... and please do not spoil the fun. Create a new note, copy and paste this message, delete my answers and type in yours. Then tag 21 good friends and family INCLUDING the person who tagged you. The theory is that you will learn one new thing about each of your friends.

THREE NAMES I GO BY
1. misa
2. rehan
3. ahn

THREE JOBS I HAVE HAD IN MY LIFE
1. x
2.x
3.x :P

THREE PLACES I HAVE LIVED
1. Lokkawi
2. Petagas
3. Putatan

THREE TV SHOWS THAT I WATCH
1. House
2. Gossip Girl
3. Ghost Hunters

THREE PLACES HAVE BEEN (with frens)
1.CP
2.1B
3.warisan square

THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO
1.LONDON! also. hehe
2. Japan
3. Mt. Kinabalu. kesian kan.

THREE OF MY FAVORITE FOODS
1. Durian
2. Chocolate
3. Kuih Cina. haha

THINGS I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO
1. the 3rd semester
2. finish degree
3. work

THREE PETS THAT YOU HAVE OWNED
1. Cat
2. tortoise
3. hamster

THREE FRIENDS WHO WILL REPLY
1. iffy
2. val
3. er...fara engal. wahaha

THREE FAVORITE BANDS/SINGERS
1. Yuna
2. Paramore
3. Panic at the Disco

THREE FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH
1. x
2. x
3. x hahaha

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS
1. cool water
2. coke
3. homemade teh tarik. :P

49Qs cuz no.7 is missing [ditag lagi]

2009-06-20T09:01:00.000-07:00

My 50 DIRTY LITTLE SECRETS~

Be honest no matter what!!

1. Who was your last text from?
kak suzana exroommate

2. Where was your default pic taken?
in facebook? that was in pizza hut putatan

3. Your relationship status
dalam perhubungan khusus. lol

4. Have you ever lost a close friend?
not recently

5. What is your current mood?
juuust nice

6. Whats your brother(s)/sister name?
mohd norif paival, sahariful rizal, abu hanafiah, fatin nadiah.... should i include the in-laws? hehe

8. Where do you wish you were right now?
mm....nowhere but here. jam 12?

9. Have a crazy side?
ya.. knun.. haha

10. Ever had a near death experience?
nope

11. Something you do a lot?
surf the internet

12. Angry at anyone?
nope

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
nothing. hahaha

14. When was the last time you cried?
long2 time ago

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
got2..

16. Who do you think about when you are falling asleep?
i couldnt remember

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
him

18. What is your favorite song?
Decode - Paramore

19. What are you doing right now?
typing n talking..haha

20. Who do you trust right now?
my family, my friends, him.

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
family day.. enazangan dii ahap. hehe

22. Have you kissed someone last week?
nopes

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
debbie

24. Describe your life in one word
good

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
mereka dan keluarga mereka

26. What should you be doing right now?
sleep :P

27. What are you listening to?
popping sound of YM. haha

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
er...kak su roommate maybe?

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
dont remember

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
dont think so. haha

31. What is your natural hair color?
Black

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
him

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
mm...dont remember

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
curly, i guess

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
nope. what is it anyway?

37. Do you have a best friend?
yeah

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
nope

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
always :D

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
yup. back in primary school la..haha

41. Are you happy with life right now?
not quite yet

42. Are you currently jealous?
no

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
none

44. What were you doing Friday night?
mostly watching tv

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
once

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
dont know. :P

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
nope. not really

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
when i sprained my ankle

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
slept at 4 smthing. was talking to the phone. :P

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
nope. :)

lots n lots of questions [aku ditag lagi]

2009-06-18T03:37:00.000-07:00

Q & A..Share
Questionnaires. Then tag your friends! :)

Start with your name:
- Norhamisah Raihana

Have you ever had school detention?
-I don't think that exists in SMSM.

Do you believe everything you hear?
- Not really. :P

What kind of phone do you have?
- Nokia 5300

What are you wearing right now?
-dark blue shirt, dark blue pants. :D

What did you do last night?
-watch tv, mostly

Where were you at 11:45 AM today?
- here in the living room. hehe

How long have you been breathing
-more than 19 years

What's the best eye color for the opposite sex?
- i don't really care. :|

Who was the last girl you hugged?
- errr...tak ingt la!! hehe

Who was the last text from?
- mm....kak ct suzana. :D

Is it easy for you to make others laugh?
- i think so. even when I was serious they'd laugh. hahahaha

Are you taller than 5'5"?
- no.. I'm exactly 5 ft.

If you're being extremely quiet what’s it mean?
- perhaps looking for something to say

What's something you really want right now, be honest?
- a time machine

Are you going anywhere next summer?
- and when is that? everyday is summer here. hahaha

Do you miss someone?
- no need to answer that. haha

If somebody liked you, would you want them to tell you?
-sure. why not.

Is anything bothering you?
- the allergy

What time in your life would you like to put on repeat forever?
- matric. but maybe i would relive primary school again. make things right from that point. :|

On average, what do you cry most about?
- usually when I messed up.

Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you babe?
- hell no

Do you regret anything from your past?
- yeah

What is your 5th text in your inbox say?
- ehm...let me see..
"ba namau kcau."..hehe

Do you always answer your phone?
- yeah.

Someone calls you at 3:00 AM; who do you expect it to be?
-maybe c kurakura

If the last person you kissed moved away, would you be sad?
- i've never kissed anyone, so no.

Your phone rings, what do you say?
- helo..?

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
- yeah... :)

Bet you're missing someone now?
- I guess :)

Do you get along with girls?
- bole laa...

Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?
- no..never

What are you listening to?
- the biggest loser on tv

What would your name be with the first three letters of your first name?
- nor. tlgla jgn pgil aku nor

What are your plans for the weekend?
- btelefon spnjg hari.. ada org bdday...wahahaha

What do you currently hear right now?
- besides the tv? bunyi air dr tndas

Is your heart broken right now?
- nope

Is your myspace profile private?
- i dont remember. lama x buka :D

Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
-a bit. I hate being hated and I hate hating people.

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
- hopefully no.

Do you get mad easily?
- i think, yeah...i guess im tired of being too patient. :P

Do you think you are an argumentative person?
- not really

Have you ever hugged someone named Joe?
- nope

Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
- yeah. HAD.

Is there someone you will never forget?
- lots of them

Have you ever met a gay person?
- not sure. :)

How many messages do you have in your inbox?
- ehemm... 2943. hahaha

Nine in the Afternoon - Panic at the Disco [aku ditag lagi :D]

2009-06-18T02:47:00.000-07:00

1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag friends who might enjoy doing the memo as well as the person you got the memo from.
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IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Hanya Satu - Mocca. [ntah.teda kaitan]

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Lips of Deceit - Avenged Sevenfold [mcm ngam tau.. maka aku nda minat pn tu avenged sevnfold.haha]

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Keppsake - Estrella ...?

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
We Are Broken - Paramore

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
It's You - Estrella [haha...mcm ada mksud. mcm ja la..]

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
She's Handsome Woman - Panic At The Disco [bahahaha...am I?]

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Can't Take My Eyes Off You - Muse [err...berkenaan laptop la ni]

WHAT IS 2+2?
What If - Mocca [what if what?]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Waking the Fallen - Avenged Sevenfold [mybe they've woken me who have fallen..haha]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
I Write Sins Not Tragedies - Panic at the Disco [no idea]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
There's A Good Reason These Tables Are Numbered Honey, You Just Haven't Though of It Yet - Panic At The Disco [memang tajuknya panjang...haha]

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
You and Me Against The World - Mocca [mksudnya apa tu..kawin? haha]

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Unholy Confessions - Avenged Sevenfold [xtau2...]

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Firework - Yuna [bah...x ngam lngsung. haha]

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Nails For Breakfast, Tacks for Snacks - Panic at the Disco [betul2 off ni..teda yg kena lgsung]

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
That Green Gentleman - Panic at the Disco [oh.....I get it. green...]

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
For A Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic - Paramore [true..true...]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Mad As Rabbits - Panic at the Disco [hahaha....betul tu..]

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Supermassive Black Hole - Muse [hui..touch wood]

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
The Best Thing - Mocca [the best thing makes me cry...makes sense :)]

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Milk in the Bottle - Meet Uncle Hussain [xtau...o_O]

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Happy! - Mocca [iya2...I regret being too happy. haha]

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Goodnight Goodnight - Hot Hot Heat ..?

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
We Come Out at Night - Avenged Sevenfold ..?

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
BFF - Yuna [ooh... not a good sign.. ]

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Silly Lily - Bunkface ..?

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Do You Know What I'm Seeing - Panic at the Disco ..?

WHAT WOULD YOU SAY, WHEN YOU MEET YOUR BOSS?
Let the Flames Begin - Paramore [ngam jg tu. haha]

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Nine in the Afternoon - Panic at the Disco

Words for today

2009-06-16T23:18:00.000-07:00

Check this out...

The blister is now heart-shaped. How cool is that?
It is, however, still horribly painful.

Oh..oh... almost forgot.
I also have a problem blinking my eyes. My right eye, actually.
Either I should keep my eyes open, or closed, at all times.
You know, due to the allergic reaction, that happened at the eyelid.
Sweet. An added "bonus".
So, which one do you reckon? Open, or closed?
hahaha

bosan ba nih.
Thus, the sarcasm. :P

Allergc to cosmetics.

2009-06-15T10:10:00.000-07:00

I am absolutely positive now.. the blisters on my face were because of the make up. I guess it's either I'm simply not supposed to wear thick make up, or that the make up I used was not suitable for me, or that I didn't wash my face thoroughly that day. Serves me right if the last one was true. Haha...
Anyway..... check this out!

"Irritant contact dermatitis: This is more common than allergic contact dermatitis and can occur in anyone. It develops when an irritating or harsh substance actually damages the skin. Irritant contact dermatitis usually begins as patches of itchy, scaly skin or a red rash, but can develop into blisters that ooze, especially if the skin is further irritated from scratching. It generally occurs at the site of contact with the irritating substance. Areas where the outermost layer of skin is thin, such as the eyelids, or where the skin is dry and cracked are more susceptible to irritant contact dermatitis."

Source: http://www.webmd.com/allergies/guide/cosmetics

Boonga Art Shoes

2009-06-14T21:38:00.000-07:00

Ever heard of the website called Boonga Art Shoes?

Well it's actually a blog, and they sell hand-painted, canvas shoes.
Try clicking the title of this post - I've linked it to that website.

There's this one design that I like, but I'm not sure if they could fit my wide feet. haha...dunno la, should i call them wide, or what.
If I actually buy that pair of shoes, it should be RM75. And that is RM60 for shoe design/type, RM15 for postal fees. It will cost more if I ask for some editing.

So...

Should I buy them? And I'm in desperate need for new shoes too. :P
But I'm not sure if they're worth my money... I mean, what if they don't fit?
And they're strictly not refundable.
You can read that in the terms & conditions.

This is the one I want : A08 hehee :D
Plg simple la rasanya...

So check out the website and tell me what you think.

short updates

2009-06-14T08:20:00.000-07:00

- I haven't blogged for awhile now simply because I don't feel like it...there's a lot of drafts that I didn't publish.... Whenever I start to type, the mood will go away in an instant. Maybe because the laptop is sooo darnnnn slowwww...... penat kali kan.... I rarely shut it down..usually it hibernates by itself cause I'd fall asleep. :P

- Something is ruining my skin. My face, to be specific. More n more pimples decided to appear. Some aren't pimples at all...more like boils. They'd pop, resulting in the burning sensation of being skinned and leaving a nasty mark after that... I know, yuck. Reminds me of chicken pox, only that I already had it in Primary 6, and that they only appear ON MY FACE. Oh, and also, I didn't have any fever. The worst thing is, they don't heal very fast. So there goes the 'gebu' skin...*sigh*

- My right eyelids are itchy, and after i rub them they'd swell and sting. The swollen skin would then harden, and when i thought it was time to peel it off, (and i peeled it off) the FRESH skin would sting!
Words of advice that you might already know: don't rub your eyes or any part of skin near them if they itch. A big NO.
They are so annoying. You know, I feel like I'm being cursed or something. I'm getting hurt in various places.

- I went to Growball at Saturday with my cousin Saiful. Watched Drag Me To Hell first, and Terminator Salvation after that. We didn't eat anything but popcorn that day. Bought two Large Combo's, 1 set for each movie... kenyang minum air ja ni. hehe... I pretty much used up all my money that day. I don't go out much anyway, so I should deserve all the spending, don't you think? :D

- You'dprobably know that my sister held her wedding reception on Saturday, 29th May 2009. (I don't know, should I call it wedding reception? apa2 la....) Sorry cause there's no picture here. I don't feel like uploading since it happened weeks ago...and that there weren't too many pictures that I like..
If you already added me as a friend in Facebook, then there's a whole lot of pictures there in the album "here comes the bride" and in the pictures where i got tagged. That is, if you feel like seeing how cakey my face looked like, being the pengapit...haha... don't understand? Add me in facebook. lol
I'll put it here some other time, when I feel like reminiscing about my sister's wedding, ok? haha
O yeah...you know who I saw that day? Enchek Izaan Azyan of Gallery of Izaan and Satu Tapak ke Hadapan. Experimenting with his DSLR, I guess? It seems he is a friend of one of Abg Eroy's friends. Click here to see his post about the wedding day.

-How I wish I can play with one of those DSLR. The pictures usually come out real pretty. :D
I think we still have the old SLR somewhere. But it's been broken for a long time already, and...come on, even if it still works, who would use it anyway? Pakai filem ni bha.
But..probably I would. For the sake of pretty pictures. haha

mm... tu ja la kali...

I think there will be more short updates after this.

Cheers, everyone!

26

2009-05-25T10:45:00.000-07:00

I know this is ridiculous, but since about early 2008, the number 26 occurred a lot to me. It didn't occur to me again after I went to UMS until these last few months.
Just now I looked at the clock of my laptop and saw that it was 12.26 am. And then my eyes just automatically looked at the clock an hour later. 1.26 am.
While I was looking for lyrics, I saw a human calendar at a blog. It just seemed to attract me for awhile. Then I realize what date it is today.
26 May 2009.
I immediately searched for the calendar and put it here. :D

And then, my boyfriend. My boyfriend...
He was born on the 20th of June.. I know it's not 26... But close enough. 20/06, right?
.
.
.
.
.
x dpt tdur.
It's been 2 hours. It still feels like I'm having a heart attack again.
Not a real one, don't worry.
kenapala aku post benda merepek ni...

So sad

2009-05-23T12:50:00.000-07:00

Hey ya folks! Salam n good day to u all...

I've just added the followers gadget. So if u think this blog is interesting and would like to get updates from this blog, simply click the "follow" button that is currently situated on the right-hand side.

klu x, xpala...

oh so sad... punya sikit follower... huhu..

seh. minta simpati. punya buruk perangai... haha

right. mo sambung tgk gossip girl dulu...
cheers! :)

Ujian BM : tagged by Aida

2009-05-21T05:59:00.000-07:00

I think I'm supposes to answer this in full malay. haha
here goes...

1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah :
orang2 yg baik.... (cehh!! hehe)

2. Saya sedang mendengar :
bunyi yang dikeluarkan oleh televisyen.

3. Mungkin saya patut:
mandi sekarang. (eiw?)

4. Saya suka :
menaip perkara yang tidak penting.

5.Sahabat-sahabat baik saya:
tidak berada di sini. :(

6.Saya tak paham :
kenapa saya malas.

7.Saya kehilangan :
keupayaan untuk berfikir dengan waras ketika ini.

8.Ramai yang berkata :
kami nampak manis bersama. Terima Kasih saya ucapkan. haha

9.Makna nama saya :
hmm..
Maksud Nor ialah 'cahaya', saya tidak tahu apakah maksud 'Hamisah', dan kalau tidak silap, maksud 'Raihan' ialah bunga mawar yang harum.

10.Cinta itu adalah :
suatu perkataan yang mempunyai banyak maksud. hehe

11.Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang :
makan malam?

12.Saya akan cuba :
menjawab soalan-soalan ini.

13.Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud :
jangka masa yang lama.

14.Telefon bimbit saya :
ada di atas meja.

15.Bila saya terjaga dari tidur :
saya akan baring untuk jangka masa yang lama sebelum bangun dari katil.

16.Saya paling meluat apabila :
orang bermusuhan. bikin panas

17.Pesta/Parti adalah :
sesuatu yang saya jarang hadiri

18.Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah :
Obi. haha

19.Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah :
18-19 tahun. :)

20.Hari ini :
mood saya kurang baik.

21.Malam ini saya akan :
menonton Gossip Girl lagi.

22.Esok pula saya akan :
menonton Gossip Girl lagi. hahaha

23.Saya betul-betul inginkan :
restu ibubapa saya. (wow!) hahahaha

24.Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini :
saya terpandang bekas-bekas jerawat yang jelas kelihatan. huhuhu

25.Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan :
ialah tempat yang menyeronokkan dan juga menyesakkan bagi saya.

26.Makanan Barat atau Jepun :
kedua-duanya boleh memuaskan selera saya sekiranya halal.

27.Bilik yang terang atau gelap :
...mana2 ja la...

28.Makanan segera adalah :
amat sedap tetapi tidak baik untuk kesihatan.

29.Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang?
"Tutup pintu?" kata saya yang mempersoal arahan ibu saya. haha

30.Siapa yang anda nak Tag?
saya juga tidak tahu....

Update on Sis' Wedding

2009-05-21T05:29:00.000-07:00

Finally! I'm done with sticking names on invitation cards. I guess, what's left are the gifts and the spring-cleaning. I can't wait for another family picture on the pelamin... Something like this one below. What do u call it anyway, stage?? apa2 la..

Taken on 29th November 08. My brother n sis-in-law.

The wedding's on 30th May 09, btw. I've only just invited a few of my friends, because I needed to put Sis', dad's, and mom's people as the priority. My dearest bestfriend, the one who didn't actually read this blog, and also the one who is currently (and I mean right now) in UiTM Penang, will not be attending that day. I don't mind that much, just as long as she doesn't miss my wedding... and I'm dead serious about my wedding day. ngahahahaha

more updates about this soon..!
only on TU. :)

Gossip Girl S 2 | American Idol S 8

2009-05-21T03:48:00.000-07:00

Gossip Girl here, your one and only source into the scandalous lives of Manhattan's elite.

haha...
These last few days I've been obsessing over Gossip Girl. I mean, not really obsessing... They just got me curious...and the people are 'effing' hot. lol... smbarang ja.

I watch it whenever I'm free, iaitu setiap masa ya... Makan pun GG, masa lekat2 nama pun GG jg..
I've just finished watching the 9th ep of 2nd season... I want more...!
I'm going to continue downloading after this. ;p

promo pic

Courtesy of leightonmeesterfan.com

youknowyouloveme.org

...I can't really find these pictures in the actual website. I found these using yahoo search. ahaha

I'm not really a fan of American Idol, but I think I like the finalists for this season. Both are...erm.. good-looking. heheh.. (mesti hati-hati pilih pkataan..hahaha)

Adam Lambert and Kris Allen arrive to the season finale.

Adam Lambert
...somehow he reminds me of Sylar.
...and also of the guy who used to be the host for Ripley's Believe It Or Not, who was also the "Superman"..ingat?

The Winner of American Idol Season 8, Kris Allen. Ain't he adorable with that guitar?
lol...

xbha2..men2 ja.. :P

you know you love me..
xoxo,
misa. hahaha
tlgla..

Jodohku dengan Kura2 - part 2

2009-05-16T22:39:00.000-07:00

I'm trying to get used to the status change.
Feels weird. Just so weird.
I actually have a boyfriend again. It is such a weird feeling.

I know I complained a lot about not being able to have a bf, but when I told my mum, she said nothing but...
"bt apa ada boifren, mc blajar lg?!"
then she went on about my sis' invitation card...
So, I just assume that that's an OK. lol
Ntahla...nti tnya balik... My parents are a bit stressed out about sis' wedding. So I'll just steer clear of the zone, for now..before any bomb starts to go off.

Need I say who it is?
Naah... Let's just call him Kura2 for now. Cause it'd be better if you asked me myself, right? :D
So what's with the Kura2 thing? Well, he was the one who gave me that kuma2 stuffed toy, and he was also the one who bluetoothed me the song... I have no idea why, but he's so crazy about Kuma2. (I meant the stuffed toy).

Now, how do I begin to describe this guy?
Hmm.. I can see that he's a very nice guy, and he definitely tried very hard...
Hmm.. malasla mo crta smwa. Klu mo taw tnya cdri la ba... haha

I'm not sure how long it'll last, so I'm trying to take things as slow as possible... I don't want it to be the "easy come, easy go" type of relationship, cause it would seem like we're simply fooling around. That's one of the things that bothers me, not because of him, but because of me.
Knowing myself, I'm just not sure I would be as faithful.
Think positive ja la... haha ;p

Anyways, we hang out for 4 days in a row before he went back to Sandakan. He's now in Tawau, and I believe it's for "Program Siswa Prihatin". He said he wanted to come here for sis' wedding day, but I told him not to. Gila la... Sda la berjam2 klu gna jln... tket kapal pun bkan murah.

His phone on the left, mine on the right.
Sweet la kunun...;p

They're pillows, btw. My hp chain is now on my bag, cause the ribbon that's holding the string to the pillow is about to break off.

I also bought a new bag when I went out with him. Murah seja... And what attracted me was the words....

More fun without plastics!

Can you see it?? That's the mini pillow over there... :D
I needed to replace my old bag. There's this weird purple-blue blot as big as a 50 cent coin on my sling bag. I have no idea where I got that. And I loved that bag! It's simple and I bought it with my mum... Huhuu.... T.T

Nowhere near cool.

2009-05-15T12:07:00.000-07:00

It's one of those days again. Everything feels so wrong and I doubt every choice I made. I'm warning you. This is an emotional post. Don't read it if you can't handle it.

Ever since I can remember, I was always this quiet girl, always trying to be best at everything I try. I get easily bored, and I hated working hard when I think of the possibility that my hard work would be of no use whatsoever. I was never sure of myself, and it sucks when people think that doing good means trying to suck up to people. And, probably, because of that, I never knew how to express the way I feel towards people, cause everything feels so awkward when I try to be honest about the way I feel. I never knew how to be friendly to people, but perhaps that's just an excuse to stop socializing.
That is so wrong.
I hated the old me, in other words, when I was in school. I also hated almost everyone that had anything to do with me back then. Cause remembering them just reminds me of who I was.
Now, that is also wrong. But I can't help it, and I can't justify why I hate them.

I made a fresh start when I went to matric. I tried to turn things around.
New hair, check. Positive attitude, check. Unlimited cuteness, check!
Naah...kidding about the last one. But I guess I succeeded in making friends, and I tried lots of new stuff. New friends, new way of learning, new handphone, tried having a bf, met old friends, and I became good friends with an old classmate that I rarely spoke to when we were classmates. C naz la bha tu. haha...
To conclude, I became friendlier than I ever was before. But still the silent type la..at the beginning. Always, when I hangout with friends and reminisce about the past, they would say almost the same thing....
"Dulu masa mula2 nampak c misa ni, diam sja dia, malu2 ja dia mo bcakap. Skarang suda kenal....huh..."
Yeah, they can't stand me. I wouldn't stop bullying them. haha... I luv them. Mish them. Feel sorry for them, for having a friend like me. Tough luck, people. lol

Now I'm in UMS, and this time, I realized that I would meet more people, so I tried opening up even more. I wouldn't say that I'm popular or anything, but at least I found a few sets of new friends. They're very nice people, and sometimes I feel like I'm taking advantage of their kindness without really meaning to. I feel so blessed and lucky to be able to meet these people and I can't seem to thank them enough.
There's no need to mention any names here. So if you think I'm talking about you, just give yourself a pat on the back, why dontcha? You've done well. hehe..

Yet, I have to say that I am still the same old awkward self, only with more friends. I guess that's just who I am.

I hope I'm doing okay with the progresses I made.
lol... This post actually looks funny when I read it again. punya emo... haha

oh gitar

2009-05-13T19:58:00.000-07:00

my brother's guitar

Sejak kemunculan Yunalis Mat Zarai, aku stat balik blajar gitar. Maybe her appearance with the tudung encouraged my to start it again. Heh..guilty.
I often gave up before, cause my fingers would hurt so much! And it's very hard to change chords... I don't think that I'm a natural, but it's only been a few months since I started, so let's just see how it goes. But still, sakit!!! haha..
For now, I guess I can play Perhaps, After Midnight, and Dan Sebenarnya, all by Yuna. But only the simple strumming la... Tu pun x smooth lg... Still can't strum and sing at the same time. hahaha
Maybe after a few months, I'll upload the audio of what I can sing. lol

Boo~ Show off!! Men gitar pun mo kestaw...
Well, that's what blogs are for. haha

*sory to disappoint you, valval... the next post, maybe.. hehe

Please wait for the continuation of Jodohku dangan Kura2.. hahaha

Jodohku dengan kura2

2009-04-30T18:52:00.000-07:00

Fate has it. I'm a tortoise person. What are you saying, you may ask?
Hmm... Take a look at the pictures below.

These were the keychains we got during the ES Family Day.

This one, my friend gave me for my birthday. Kawaii desu ne...

Perkara ini sinonim dengan diriku yang selalu dtg lambat.. wahaha
It's been like that since Primary School.... Yeah, I could almost see you nodding at what I just said. lol

Owh, there's one more thing. Ever heard of a song called Kura-kura by Jiaja? My friend bluetoothed it to me a few days ago. Haha... siuk pla lagu tu.
Kura2...pura2 malu.... rofl~ =))
Terasa berabis!!

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bummer!

2009-04-30T18:33:00.000-07:00

This past week has been a total bummer.
I can't guarantee an A for E&M, nor HE... And Statistics was a disaster! that's what you get for skipping classes. haha
What am I to do? Been hating those three stuff since I could remember: ecology, history, statistics. Otherwise it would've been easy... And it's hard to change a mindset when it's been there for a long time, get what I mean?
Boleh.. tp susah. n saya malas. :p
haiya... kechiwa owh... repeat la ni kali... huwaa!!

Lama suda x upload gmbr kan. Not even Facebook n Friendster.
Took this before going for Mandarin xm.. It was before I got my exam pimples.
Klu 1,2 ja xpa jg.. Ini... Argh! I tak cute dah!

5 lagi..5 lagi..!

2009-04-22T20:55:00.000-07:00

2 down, 5 to go!

The Fundamental Physics exam was on Tuesday and Mandarin lvl 1 was on Wednesday.
Although I'm pretty sure I won't get A's for those subjects, it sure does feel good to be able to answer all the questions.. It beats not answering at all, you know.
Yes...
5 exams left.
Next week, there'll be Ecology & Microbiology, Hubungan Etnik, and Basic Statistics. Hope I'll do OK like those previous two.
But there's still this assignment for Soil Science.
But, you know what? Whatever. I am so psyched up right now! I think I've rememberred how it's like to enjoy studying.
aiseh... psal dpt jwb ja pun. bgus klu btul yg djwb tuh.. haha
I hope this feeling lasts. I really need the motivation to study right now.

I'm actually waiting for Facebook to load. Aiya... very slow...
Kuat oh angin... So... Guess where I'm at?
Klu anda bijak bestari, msti taw punya... Since I'm not the type to go to the Dewan to surf, surely you'd know. haha
Nyways...
I hope my friends did OK. I didn't send any Good Luck messages to any of them. I prefer to pray for them silently and wish for the best. wahh.. sweet la kunun kan. haha

OK! Wish me luck!

Cheerios~! ;p

Mencabar mindaku yg blank.

2009-04-19T03:57:00.000-07:00

Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up!

1. What is your name : norhamisah

2. A five Letter Word : nanny

3. A boy's Name : nurulah. haha

4. A girl's Name : nazierah :D

5. An occupation : nutritionist (btul ka?)

6. A color : nnneon?

7. Something you'll wear : new hair clips? haha

9. A food : nuggets

10. Something found in the bathroom: nnnn....

11. A place : negeri sembilan

12. A reason for being late : no bus. haha

13. Something you'd shout : no!

14. A movie title : never been kissed ;)

15. Something you drink : nescafe

16. A musical group : no doubt

17. An animal : neko?

18. A street name :nnn....ah. susahnya!

19. A type of car : nissan

20. The title of a song : never ever

let's study like H.E.L.L

2009-04-18T20:39:00.000-07:00

I can't get my hands off of this laptop! da*n..! susa oo...
tarikan wireless ni kuat btul..
ah!!! study! study! study!
slsa ni fizik asas...
rabu mandarin...
bole mmbunuh oo klu x study.. haha

tu gitar pn mnarik tgn aku jg oh...haha
lalala...
boom de yada..boom de yada..boom de yada..boom de yada..
.
..
...
hmm..
I lack motivation.

Grace Kelly ini bukan tag

2009-04-17T21:23:00.000-07:00

Found this on Friendster Buletin (herda's). mcm best. hehe

I. put your players on shuffle.

II. for each question, press the next button to get your answer.

III. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT IS

GOOD LUCK..

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?

:: deeper conversation-yuna (meaning: u still dont know me, so we need a deeper conversation) :P

2. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?

:: I write sins not tragedy - panic at the disco (ahaha...)

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

:: Begitu indah - Padi (inner beauty, kay. inner beauty)

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

:: Between the lines - Sara Bareilles (i wonder what that means...)

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

:: Ketidakwarasan Padaku - sheila on 7 (tidak! tidak! aku waras!)

6. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?:

: Ternyata cinta - Padi (semakin mengarut la survey ni...)

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

:: highschool rocker - bunkface (wahh!! i like this.)

8. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?

:: Greek Goddess - Yuna (wahahaha...so not. listen n u'll know why. haha)

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

:: The Way I Am - Ingrid Michaelson (mcm btul. haha...don't misunderstand. listen to the song 1st)

10. WHAT IS 2+2?

:: Firework - Yuna (i'm bad at maths..)

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

:: Sunday Morning - No Doubt ("u sure have changed since yesterday, without any warning. I thought I knew u, I thought I knew u, I though I knew u well..." yeap. people sure do change. :P)

12. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

:: Silly Lily - Bunkface (yeah. "doesnt really like me". haha)

13. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

:: Cinta Sempurna - Yuna (aww.. )

14. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

:: You Can - David Archuletta ("If anyone can make me fall in love.. you can." again, aww...)

15. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

:: Risalah Hati - Dewa 19 (ok jg... "hidupku tanpa cintamu bagai malam tanpa bintang." bole la... wlupun sy prefer kmu baca Yassin. haha)

16. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

::Bukannya Aku Takut - Mulan Jameela (Whoa...apa mxudnya ni? I'm always brave ka? haha)

17. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

::Lagu Untukmu - Meet Uncle Hussain (ok...lgsg teda kaitan)

18. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?:

::Your call - Secondhand Serenade (yikes... this song is so not for u guys)

19. WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?

:: Jauh - Cokelat (dibuang jauh2...)

20. HOW WILL YOU DIE?

:: Luka Lama - Cokelat (Die because of an old wound. makes sense.)

21. DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?

:: Dia - Cokelat (nice one!)

22. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?:

: Cinta Gila - Dewa (lol... that hits the spot. only i know what that means. muhaha)

23. WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?

:: Fences - Paramore (yup. it hurts to pretend n build defences all the time...aiseh)

24. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

:: Grace Kelly - Mika ("why don't u like me, why don't u like me, why don't u walk out the door!")

My blog

2009-04-12T12:38:00.000-07:00

It's boring. It was, and still is.

Unless if your sole purpose is to see me talk about myself. I mean, perhaps it would have been interesting to see the english-speaking side of me.

It's funny. Those words would have sounded weird if they come out of my mouth. To be frank, and I probably have said this many times before, I don't speak English very well. It takes about a minute for me to construct a sentence, and another minute to figure out how to pronounce them well. Siuk lagi speaking sabah. haha

Yet, there's always this dilemma ever since I went to UMS. It's stupid, really.
OK. See, the reason why I don't speak English, for one, is that I am afraid that people would think that I am a show off. Also, since I don't speak it well, I am afraid that I would sound like I tried to show off but didn't succeed. And that, ladies and gentleman, would have been utterly embarrassing. haha...
And the dilemma comes when someone actually speaks English to me. Usually I would pause for a minute, then converse in Malay. They understand the language anyway. So, why not, right? lol
Malu ba mo speaking... ahaha...
And this blog is the only way to show it off, without appearing so. Brilliant, isn't it?

Another purpose of this blog is, of course, to serve as a place for me to vent my anger and frustration. Yet, I've always managed to throw most of them away, so you may not see much angst in here. I mean, there's still some, but not to the point of cursing anyone. mm... at least none that I can recall. (ada ka?)

mm... apa lg ya...

Oh, I forgot what I wanted to say. Typical. Haha~

Hide all

Otanjoubi omedetou!

2009-04-04T18:46:00.000-07:00

It was my brother's birthday, yesterday. 4th April 2009.

And those cakes my brother brought home were marvelous! Especially the cheese ones. ::D
So I also would like to thank my brother's friend, for giving those new cakes and for the ones she gave a week earlier. Hehehe...
Who is this brother of mine, you may ask? Go and visit Borneo Geek Blog to read its interesting posts.

That's all I can give for his birthday. More visitors. lol

Speaking of which, it seems 2 of my ex-classmates have also celebrated their birthdays just recently.
Anisah's was 27th March, Shila's was 30th.

Sorry mates. I forgot. I knew it was your birthday, just forgot to wish. :D
Trus mcm segan ni wish sb lmbt sda..hihi...

Nyways.... Happy 20th Birthday to Anisah, Happy 19th Birthday to Shila, and Happy 33rd Birthday to my dearest bro Paival.

Semoga panjang umur...
Dimurahkan rezeki...
Semoge study OK...

And to my bro....

Semoga cepat kawin.
Amiiin~~!
:P

I did 16. Now it's 25.

2009-04-03T00:35:00.000-07:00

Lama suda c alisa tag ni... mau 2 bln sda kali. haha.. sory2. lupee..

The rules:
Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random
things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be
tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

If I tagged you, it's because of no apparent reason. Just giving you some form of entertainment.

Dengan kata lain... kamu x buat pun x pa. :)

I can b extremely moody at a certain time in a month. I'm sure you know what I'm talking about. And FYI, now is that time. muhahaha
If I don't like to do something, I'd still do it, just not properly.
I'm super duper lazy.
I'm scared of commitment. Yup2..
I am afraid if someone I know founds this blog. That certain someone.
I am no longer addicted to the stuff I was addicted to before. i.e. Harry Potter, Panic at the Disco, etc.... (still love them, though)
I think I have OCD. Just not as obsessive n compulsive as Monk.
I don't think I'm artsy at all. I think I'm going to give up the guitar again. For the third time, I think.
I'm no good with people.
It is said that I am the type that could be successful in everything I try. However, since I am No. 3, the opposite happens.
I no longer like Nescafe 3in1. The smell makes me dizzy.
I have posts under "no point whatsoever" just to keep this blog alive.
Currently, I am easily attracted to the color pink n red... and purple is still number one. (I used to hate those two colors)
When I don't like someone, I would drift away. Ironically, I don't like people doing the same to me. Yes, I am cruel and selfish. Like I said, I am no good with people.
My confidence level right now is zero. Probably because of No.1.
There are times when we need our time alone. I need lots of those times. However, I like having people around. Confusing?
I'm not good at most things that require strategy. (mcm chess ka...) probably because it requires patience. I lack that as well.
Maybe because of No.17, I don't like sports. Except for silat...and jogging... tu pun jrg ni...
I am extremely shy with men. mm... tida jg extremely la. but i am shy.. shy2 cat. miaow~
Goals? mm... I want to earn lots of money & travel. Klu ada laki kaya bgus jg tu.. wahaha.. xbha. :P
Sometimes it's good to have my siblings in silat. Sometimes... :P
I don't like to upload pictures anymore because I think it needs a lot of time n effort... especially if I need to edit them.
I used to worry about taking pictures of myself, because my pictures usually turn out bad. (nda fotogenik...pa ble bt...) Sometimes, it's because of a certain feature of my face. But now, thanks to kind-hearted friends, mm... I'll say no more. haha
I rarely make the first move... (x kira la... friends, girls or boys, whatever la) Sebab? Takut kuyak. hahaha... mcm silat cekak pla. menunggu serangan. haha
This post required approximately 12 hours for me to finish. :P It takes me forever to explain about myself. Klu explen org len sng siiikit.

balik UMS

2009-03-29T06:51:00.000-07:00

jam 10 sda. mo balik UMS diz...

da*n. the Home/About/Contact/FAQ thing didn't really have any function.
baru sedar...
is it beacause it's a wordpress theme?
ahh
whatever....
mama panggil....
rehan... p makan...

and i said...
emm...
this is what internet does to you...
klu ble mw ja YM sma mama...
mls mw ckp.
haha

bahh

bye :)

Friends

2009-03-28T18:52:00.000-07:00

I hate my friends.

They r too nice. haha
No..kidding.
I love them.
But I'm starting to drift away from my old friends. It's not just a matter of distance, but as time goes by, we start to think differently and I start to dislike the way they think and act. And I sort of used my being a U student as an excuse to not contact them often. And then I complained about my other friends for not replying my messages. Serves me right, I guess. I usually just SMS those who I'm comfortable with, or who I know what to ask about, not just those who I have a crush upon. Unfortunately, I believe some of them, might have, misunderstood. And I've realized long ago that probably some of them, also might have, tried to avoid me. Probably the person I'm talking about thought that I'm soooo into him. I admit I have some feelings for him (he is quite attractive), but I know it wasn't love. Or I believe so. He might have misinterpreted my signals or something. But, then again, probably it's just me.
Crap. I had to tell you it's a guy cuz this venting process wouldn't work if I don't. lol
I'm pretty sure he wouldn't read this anyway. =p
You know, sometimes I blame myself for choosing SMSM over MRSM. It seems I am not able to socialize properly with guys. LOL. But rest assured, I still think SMSM was good. I didn't really regret much of it. :)

Friends.

I've heard a lot about friend problem these days, mostly about roommates. I wonder if it's related to final exam stress?
Why, oh why are they fighting??
We need to spread the love.. spread the lovvvvee~

p/s: we turned off our lights for an hour last night. but there were still some houses with lights on in my taman. oh well... probably they weren't too concerned about the environment, or probably they don't think it would actually help. I, myself was a little skeptic about this, but what the heck, 1 jam seja maa...tutup lmpu ja pun. bkan smua.

Yeah...I'm uning manglish again... that means I'm feeling A-OK!

Switch off to show that Malaysians are united

2009-03-28T04:07:00.000-07:00

It was hard. Editing blog is damn hard. haha

neways..

Tonight will be the night we party in the dark... ow yea...lol. teda2 ni

So switch off your lights for one hour to show your vote for Earth.
8.30 pm, Saturday, 28th March 2009.
lights on shows your vote for global warming.
..or something like that.
for more info, log on to earthhour.org.my or click the banner above or below. Signup and show your support, and let us help reach the Malaysian target of 5 million sign-ups.

You can make a difference.

:P

p/s: bru skrg mo buat post sal ni kan. bgus tul

blog under construction

2009-03-27T19:54:00.000-07:00

i'm changing templates.
there have been complaints about how boring this blog looks.
lol
embha.
sabar ging...
sy tukar ahh....klu boring jg sabar la...
maybe it's just me. haha

during break....

2009-03-17T21:31:00.000-07:00

ecology and microbiology....

the very topic that i try to avoid in form 5 haunts me again this semester....

this time, it's a whole subject.

BAH... tidakpa... siuk juga ma pg fieldtrip.

tapi klu sda lab... fuh!! mo buat lab report tu yg agak perit ya... compile trus 4 weeks worth of la report.

hantar this friday... supposedly. then ada org ckp 23rd of march. ngam laitu... saya blum start satu pun. ahahaha

ok jg la... banding htr tiap mggu kan... is it???

bah... enuff with dat.

after this i got physics tutorial. at 2pm... about to get off. val n iffy are back from the toilet n packing stuff already. hoho

btw...
do drop some comments on in the shoutmix thingy, and please take ur time to answer the nuffnang survey. yoroshiku onegai itashimasu!!

at the library

2009-03-16T05:35:00.000-07:00

at the library...

as said above...

doing nothing but chat...

using ebuddy...

c memeng bawa jln td, but...

mls...

nyways..

c val mmanggil sda ni...

sian dia...

lapar....

my bad! :P

hahahahaa

lek arr val... jap lg kta balik aa...

owh...nama kwn aku valerie ya...

bha

bye!

22% remaining...6 minutes to midnight

2009-03-09T08:49:00.000-07:00

and i'm alone at the staircase...or so it seems...(?)

mo abis bat sda...smpat laie ni blogging...hoho
tgh flu lg tu...
mm...
just want 2 say something abt this blog.

notice those philosophical words up there? read them.

those banners or so I think that's what they're called on the right? click them.

ever noticed the game at the bottom of this page? well... play them!

ok la... the correct phrase would be "play it"..saja mo kasi rhyme. ahaha...
mmm...sjak msuk klas mndarin ni mcm lintang pukang sda bi... japanese language that i adored so much hv also been forgotten.. huhu...

nyways..
i saw my friend's blog just now...and i linked it to the news i just heard from miche...
somehow..
i felt like following her footsteps..
saya pun agak stres sda sbnarnya...
but i don't hate science..not just yet, at least...
ntah...
very reluctant to do assignments n stuff.
i'm only happy at class bcause of the people in it.
i thought of changing my course...but change it to what?
my fault in the first place anyway..
if only i did my best in matric... then i would have more choices n i wouldn't be so down like this...

but whatever, right??
if they can do it, then so can i...

...i hope.

i apologize

2009-03-08T04:17:00.000-07:00

hello n salam..

once again i've neglected this blog.. sorry bloggy.
hm...it's not that i have nothing to say.. it's just that i have TOO MUCH to talk about, with sooo little time. you know how much i like taking time in doing things. mo buat tag si alisa pun lupa ni. lupa ging. sori. trus macam teda sda visitor owh ni blog... alalala... kasian. even facebook n frenster pun terabai ni... bukan salah saya... semua salah assignment... ahaha
o ya...lupa jg mau ltak tu banner sumbangan utk Gaza....sama post si A.Farid. men lama sda tu....aiya....

hm... buat dlm point form la kali kan...haha...mcm sinopsis pla.
(arghh...sakit kapla...)

- mm...on 17-18 jan, I went to kota belud for ecology & microbiolgy fieldtrip. best jg la...
-the next day, 19th jan, my late-grandad (mum's dad) passed away. (al-Fatihah...)
-we held kenduri for 7 nights in a row.
-meanwhile, the minor subject that i was supposed to take this sem, microeconomics...hm.sa tidak sempat ambik... have to take it next sem... ahaha.. mati la
-20-22nd feb, went to hutan lipur kawang... took samples of every species we could find... bes owh...the waterfall was perrrty... this reminds me. still got that poster assignment. habisla kna mrh si miche klu dia taw sy blogging...wakaka
- o ya.... i am now addicted to Yuna. she inspires me to seriously learn guitar. so please, doakanlah daku berjaya mempelajarinya... i've tried to like it since form 1... but couldn't. haha
-for today? tadi ada family day environmental science. it was very hot and sunny in the morning, and was raining heavily in the afternoon... and there were lots of activities. plus, we ate icecream during the rain. (i ate 2, courtesy of synta's unused coupon. hohoho...she went home after lunch, so she gave us the rest of the coupon) all of those resulted in a nasty headache... lgpun kami buat aksi mnggaru otak tadi di beach..that's what you get for head-banging your already dizzy head. hahaha... sure kamu blur apa sa ckp ni... bha garu la otak tu. lol
-em... words of advice... x bgus gaduh2, x bgus ckp blkg... n jgn pndai2 ckp org tu ckp blkg sbb ko pun buat bnda yg sama.haha~ so what's the point of me saying this? berdamailah kiranya ada perselisihan faham...people make mistakes. don't judge people harshly, or better yet, don't judge them at all. who are we to judge? if there's anything you don't like about a person, say it to that person's face. don't simply talk behind their backs (though that's naturally tempting to do)...don't make up stories about them as well. THAT is just pure evil.

bah. enough said. low bat ody this laptop.
you might have guessed it..i'm at my dorm's staircase, enduring the cool air and the smell of what we think is dog pee, cuz we saw this brownish mark at the wall near the floor. i'm sitting here with my dear friend Iffy, and she is now singing Bunga-bunga Cinta in a low voice. ngahaha...

p/s: sorry that i don't have any picture to upload. i just don't like uploading... for some reason.

so...
take care everyone. :)

qing zai shuo yici

2009-01-14T08:25:00.000-08:00

Salam, helo n goodday...

As u might see, i don't update a lot. Thousands of apologies. i'm very malas to do this.
The previous night I tried surfing at the stairs of my block at 1230a.m cuz supposedly, that's when the connection is the fastest. But after about 2 hours I gave up cuz I think I heard a huffing sound, u know, like when a dog is angry? So I take it as a Q for me to sleep. It was 2 o'clock n I was alone plus i got class at 8.hihihhi
FYI, in Kampung AB, we only get free wireless in the cafe and the hall (i think so la). But thankfully, our staircase is quite near to the dewan, so we still get the tempias la.. hahaha...
My point is, susah mau online, maka saya malas.... :D

So what does that have to do with the title??? Nothing. Jz wanted to tell you that I took Mandarin level 1. XD
But I'm still disappointed that I couldnt take japanese class. T.T
Btw, it means "please say it again".

Time for recap!

1st week
Monday
-the hectic registration at PPIB, then the jelly-like feeling of my limbs, then me n Iffy falling inside the bus...lol XD.. I was tired, ok.

Tuesday
- Continued with the registration after Soil Science class. Then I went to cp with beloved cousins, Saiful n Ain. After having a dbl cheeseburger set, we went to Pizza Hut, after K.Wida n A.Saffry called us... and we ate again. we couldnt finish them, so we smuggled the leftovers inside Growball, where we watched Adam Sandler in Bedtime Stories, also where I fell n sprained my ankle while descending the stairs. hahaha...talk about series of unfortunate events..
So my cousins dropped me off at my house, and I beared the pain the whole night, hopping on my good leg all over my house. I didnt really mind the pain, but I was sooo bored, and I soooo wanted to go to silat class that night.

Wednesday
- Woke up very late, and I could already walk. Skipped two classes that day, and went to the clinic (to get the MC). hehe...

Thursday
-No class at all. Called one of my friends, and we went to IP together to lepak. (They escaped class for me. haha)

Friday
-After Basic Physics class, went back to dorm, changed clothes and went out again. My friends asked me out, Memeng treated us to lunch, we watched TIREN, and went 2 karaoke. haha..
At night, I got silat training again. It was a surprise to everyone when we see that my brother brought K.Bayah along. It seems she's teaching here now.
The class finished, n I went home with my brother.

Saturday n Sunday - nothing happened -

2nd week
Monday
- went to Dr Piakong's class quite late. Then, me n Iffy went to Bahasa n Komunikasi class. My first impression of the lecturer is that she's cool. She let us go at 12.15 pm. Hehe..

Tuesday
- Soil Science, then Mandarin lvl 1. Best3... I got tongue-tied and stiff-jawwed after the first hour, but I had fun learning the language. :D

Wednesday
-After Basic Physics class, I went back to my dorm, watched a few episodes of Super Rookie, and SMSed my dad. Blablabla n here I am!

tamat...

Still at home?? what the...

2009-01-04T11:15:00.000-08:00

Yeah. I'm still at home. I was supposed to go back last night, but due to my hesitancy to pack, I finished packing very late. Like around 10p.m., I think? So I thought, it's dark and slippery, and my brother's out, and my dad can't see well at night, especially when it rains. Bah, balik 2morow lah...hahaha... bukan x biasa punn... But I would have to wake up early though. Oh, it's just 30 mins away, btw.

Why am I not sleeping, then? It's because I repacked my stuff just now (I pretty much just stuffed my clothes in the luggage before XD), and ironed my baju kurung. I just want it to be in order in the morning. It's hard to do those things when you're mamai. hahaha... I can't think of any word to replace that right now. I also want to blog. I'm not sure I can surf just as often in UMS.

So a new semester is beginning. A lot of confusion is going on regarding our registration. You see, (if I'm not mistaken) the Student Information System or Sistem Maklumat Pelajar (SMP), where we register our courses online, find out our results, etc. is still new, so there's still a lot of problems with it. Well, I think that's the problem. Correct me if I'm wrong, please. The problem I had was that some of the subjects or courses that I was suppoesed to register were just not there. So, it seems we still have to do it manually. And then I heard we're supposed to go to PPIB to confirm our registered subjects, or something like that. (I hope you know what PPIB is.)

Maybe some of you were wondering, wow, suddenly she cared about the people in Palestine? Well that's because suddenly I watch the news. lol..XD
I'm usually not the type that would watch the news or find out what's been going on in the world, but in the holidays I usually open my lappie in front of the TV.
(And sometimes I would watch ManU and the cute Cristiano Ronaldo on TV, because my father happens to be their fan. lol... I'm not. But lot's of my friends are crazy over them. I think only my father and my 2nd brother are the football fans in the house. My bro supports chelsea, btw. Kind of remind you of that ASTRO commercial, huh? hahaha)

I'm watching Paula Hancocks on CNN right now, wearing a protective vest, reporting from Gaza. But yeah, let's let her do the reporting. I don't have all the facts. The only things I know are stuff about me and people I know, so I guess I'll just stick to that for now. :)

I saw Farid's blog, and his entry about donating RM10 to Palestine is quite interesting. I wanted to put his link here at first, but, why don't I just follow his blog then? haha... He's the very semangat one, to promote his blog in friendster, so I always check it out when I had nothing else to do. So, anyway, I guess I'm going to copy-paste that post later, cause re-writing is time-consuming and it's only a few minutes until Subuh. Plus, I don't have any ideas left, nothing as good as his anyway. Please read. Agak lucu la. haha

About blogs... I haven't finished reading just yet. I'm planning to exchange links with a few people. Perhaps later when I have the time. *sigh*It's just too bad that not a lot of my friends blog. I also want to redecorate. Too plain la...

Oh, I forgot to blog about this blog: adibahahmad.blogspot.com. I'm sure you know that one. I wonder what happened to the poor lady. I'm pretty sure it wasn't her, and I heard the news denying that she was arrested, and that she was only taken for questioning. Haven't heard anything new.
The night that I saw it in the news, I totally just searched for it. I read the posts, and my hand was absolutely trembling with anger when I went through the posts, one by one. They were ridiculous and roughly made - definitely done for publicity. They admit it themselves. ("they", because I don't know if it's a "he" or a "she"). Well, I guess they had their wish, the blog got into Buletin Utama, and lots of people commented and wish bad stuff on the writer. But it was cowardly for them to use someone else's name and face.
I even commented a few times, so I checked the blog the next day to see if they actually approved it...only to see that the blog is gone. I was relieved, just as much as I was disappointed. I kind of wanted to see them retaliate, call me "olang kampung" or something.
But it's good that it's over now.

So, that's all from this blogger.
I'm sure most of my friends have begun a new semester as well, so happy studying everyone.

hugshugs, kisskiss.. mwah2
salam

-misa-

It's a new near, now I'm a new soul

2009-01-03T05:07:00.000-08:00

Yael Naim - New Soul

I'm a new soul
I came to this strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit 'bout how to give and take
But since I came here, felt the joy and the fear
Finding myself making every possible mistake

La, la, la, la (21x)
La, la, la, la (21x)

See I'm a young soul in this very strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit 'bout what is true and fake
But why all this hate? try to communicate
Finding trust and love is not always easy to make

La, la, la, la (21x)
La, la, la, la (21x)

This is a happy end
Cause you don't understand
Everything you have done
Why's everything so wrong

This is a happy end
Come and give me your hand
I'll take you far away

I'm a new soul
I came to this strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit 'bout how to give and take
But since I came here, felt the joy and the fear
Finding myself making every possible mistake

New soul... (la, la, la, la,...)
In this very strange world...
Every possible mistake
Possible mistake
Every possible mistake
Mistakes, mistakes, mistakes...

Hello 2009

2009-01-01T21:47:00.000-08:00

Down the memory lane of 2008.

As usual, and as most people may have already done, I'd like to sum up what 2008 have been like for me.

The first half was superb, in a way, because that was the final semester in Labuan Matriculation College. I went to the beach with my tutorial-mates, and we joined kawad and the nasyid competitions.It was also the semester where I truly bonded with my friends, especially since we weren't sure if we were ever going to see each other again.
*Not all of them can be enlarged.*
My roommates in LMC
Florence, Herda, and me.
Our last chemistry experiment.

I still remember that last chemistry experiment that was successfully destroyed by us because we did more picture-taking than experimenting. And that night we all went to Mawilla Restaurant, and yes, more picture-taking. Too bad not all T9s were there.
Aww~ I miss those times.

Enough pictures, I guess... Those pictures took a long time to upload. XD

The 2nd half was when I entered UMS. Studying environmental science was totally not what I was planning when I was in LMC, but I can still manage. It wasn't too hard, actually. My coursemates have been really helpful.
My roommates are okay.
And the SCH members are awesome.
I also went to the orphanage in Tambunan with INTERIM seksyen 2.
And luckily, some of my closest friends also study in UMS. :)

My aunt got married (I can't remember the date),
and then on 8th Aug (08/08/08) my brother got married, and his wedding reception was held on 29th Nov.

The downside of this year...
I ended 2 relationships and saw 4 relationships end. What sort of relationships? I rather not say. But those who know me, might already know what I'm talking about. And also, both of the final exams I had this year did not go well, and the results I get did not start with 3.

And do you know about what's been going on in Palestine? They're having a war there, and I'm comfortably typing over here. It doesn't seem right or fair, and that thought would most of the time banish my wish to blog, because their situation just made my problems seem so small. And that, people, is why I rarely update my blog these days (even when I have 24-hours internet access at home and I had my own laptop for me to use). I mean, I just don't know what to say. That's why I just do tags and post lyrics.

I also saw in the news, a nightclub in Thailand that burnt down while celebrating new year. It seems, they burned firecrackers near the stage, inside the club which is rich with alcohol. I'm not sure exactly how many people died that night.

Perrrrfect ways to welcome 2009, yeah?

So how did I spend the new year? Nothing. Just surfed a little, and watched Intan. At exactly 12 a.m., fireworks sounded from a few places not far from here. I could see some of those that went very high. Dull, isn't it?
Even the cat was bored. lol. XD
(sorry it's a little blurry)

I guess that's all. I hope that this year really does bring happiness just as the horoscope specialist said on TV.

Happy New Year to all! ^^

tagged by pika :)

2009-01-01T06:47:00.000-08:00

i got tagged again..wee~~~

Those who got tagged should write 10 things about the person who tagged them.

The one who tagged me was pika. Full name, Nurul Syafiqah Md Ridzwan.
She's a student of University Malaysia Sabah, pursuing a degree in Accounting.
She lives in Putatan..(do you? my cousin said it. hehh..)
She used to go to Labuan Matriculation College. (A2T9 ka?)
I know she loves pink.
I think her cellphone is pink.
She wears specs.
Have a boyfriend named Izaan Azyan.
Loves editing pics.
She's 19, and will turn 20 this coming March.

And those who got tagged should write 10 things about themselves.

My name is Norhamisah Raihana Binti Yahya. Friends call in general call me Misa, family and SCH members call me Rehan. :)
I love listening to music, and listen to all genre. But there are certain songs that I would listen to over and over again for a long period of time. Such examples are songs of Panic at the Disco and Paramore. ^_^
I kind of want to learn how to play drum. But shy2 cat bha diz... and mcm susah...my brother said not many people can do it.
I love to sing. But can never hit the high notes. d*mn. lalallaaa~
I used to go to LMC as well. F1T9, yeah!!!
Now, I'm studying in UMS. course: HS11, Environmental Science. School of Science and Technology.
I didn't do too well in the exam. But I'm OK!
I love to eat. One of the things that make me happy.
I'm sort of a stalker. I visit and explore other people's blogs, or friendster, or facebook, and leave without leaving any comments. I usually prefer it that way.
It took me a long time to do this. lol XD

At the end, choose and list down 10 people that are going to be tagged.

My Brother
Herda
Valentino
Farhana
Hilmi Anuar :D
will be added when I found the next victim. ekekee

p/s: pika, kbykan tu copy paste dr blog ko. haha... sorry i that i don't know much about ya.. baru kenal ma..:)

Here's a feel good song for you to sing.

2008-12-28T12:33:00.000-08:00

The Way I Am

Written by Ingrid Michaelson

If you were falling, then I would catch you
You need a light, I'd find a match

Cuz I love the way you say good morning
And you take me the way I am

If you are chilly, here take my sweater
Your head is aching; I'll make it better

Cuz I love the way you call me baby
And you take me the way I am

I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair
Sew on patches to all you tear

Cuz I love you more than I could ever promise
And you take me the way I am
You take me the way I am
You take me the way I am

p/s: IP MAN ROCKS!!!

16 random things

2008-12-22T10:03:00.000-08:00

Tagged by Bro Paival

I just so happened to visit my brother's blog and saw that I got tagged. Hm... never done this before. :D

You can do it in your blog, or your Facebook notes. Do it in English, but malay pun boleh if u want. :D

Rules:

Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 16 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you.
At the end, choose 16 people to be tagged.
You have to tag the person who tagged you.
If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you.

My Rule: mesti buat!
_____________________________________________________________________________________

When I was a kid, I used to want to think like a grown-up, but I grew up being childish.
I love food. I can eat almost anything as long as they're halal and delicious. I usually finish up the food if my roommates couldn't.
I love cats. I have an adorable cat named Obi.
I can only cook simple stuff, like rice, scrambled eggs, fried rice, etc. and only a few hours ago did I managed to cook the cabbage without mom's help. :D
I only started blogging because my friend does it, and it got serious because I found out about nuffnang. :D
My friends tend to seek me for their love problem. I have no idea why, because I only ever had two relationships before, and they weren't actually successful. (Perhaps it's because I don't seem to have any problem with them at all?)
I have this problem with my confidence level, so if you've met me in person, you should notice that I may talk a lot to certain people only. Yet in some cases, I can get along with people after a few minutes. Sometimes, chemistry is all it takes. :D
I got flu a few days ago. I think I've infected the whole family. (Including the kitten.)
I'm a perfectionist, but not the type that would definitely get things my way, no. It's just that I would get annoyed (like totally annoyed) when things aren't in order. I used to count my footsteps when I was little. I think it's a syndrome thingy, not sure. But it may be why I take time to do things.
I like to laugh. You'd probably notice on my messages, or friendster bulletin, or anywhere my words could be seen, that there would be a lot of Haha's, Hehe's, or Hihi's. I just don't like being gloomy. That's all.
I love my family. I love my friends. Enough said.
As my brother have mentioned, all of my siblings enjoy anime (especially Naruto) and rock music. However, I am the only one who cannot play any instrument. The closest I have ever been into music was the nasyid competition back in Labuan Matriculation College, where I was one of the lead and we got 4th place.
My life-long dream was to learn how to play piano and sing A Thousand Miles and White Houses by Vanessa Carlton. I also want to learn guitar and drum...just don't have the spirit. :D
I like to share stories, but I sometimes exaggerate a little. :P
I am not a morning person.
I love Secret Recipe cakes, Big Apple donuts, Famous Amos cookies, McD's double cheeseburger, KFC's cheesy wedges, Cadbury chocolates, mamatua's kelupis and my mom's kuih makmur!!!

Finally...very hard oh diz. Finding people for me to tag is very hard also.

So I'm tagging..

Norif Paival Yahya
Farhana Poniman
Valentino
Herda
Lhye Fara
Nurulah Ernesto
Jin Kuning
Fatin Nadiah
Sahariful Rizal
Feeqah Ridzwan
Ma Rk
Junior Isidto
Hafizah Yakubah
Fara Yahya
Ashaan Niyas
Nazierah Najmuddin

thank you!

nothing tastes good when you're sick

2008-12-20T16:29:00.000-08:00

I think I had flu since the day before yesterday, and it wasn't fun - especially when you're trying to enjoy Big Apple's donuts and Daytona. I went out yesterday with 2 of my cousins to Centrepoint and Warisan Square, and joined my mom, aunt and some cousins at 1Borneo. Then me and the 2 cousins went in the Rainforest (which cost RM5) and played games (RM10 each person!).. memang cekik darah ba 1B ni...If only we stayed at CP, we could at least save a few ringgit. I mean, with the amount of money we spent yesterday, we could watch TWO movies if we want to. And what's with the card system? RM3 deposit and RM10 for a card? we could only played 10 times with it. Kalau RM10=20 token oo d CP..WTH la diz... Nevertheless, one should appreciate a new experience. hehh :P We took a lot of pictures, too. Can't complain about that. But I haven't got my hands on the pictures just yet.

After I went home last night, I went straight to bed and endured the fever the whole night. I woke up at 5 and I am A-OK! Except for the runny nose and the occasional throbbing on my head, of course. This is what we call 'ketulahan'. My friend told me I could get sick (for staying up until morning) but I wouldn't listen. I've learned my lesson now. lol

I forgot to blog about something. I went out with my cousins on Wednesday, too. Me, Ain, and Ejum.

Me + Ejum

This was my favorite picture that day. I looked weird in the other pictures. I looked weird here, too, but that's the point. :P

one month's worth of update

2008-12-16T10:16:00.000-08:00

Allergic reaction

The itch is at its peak. I can’t stand it anymore!! I have been scratching uncontrollably since supper. Dad said it was probably because of the meat curry. The meat often went in and out of the fridge, and there wasn’t enough space to fit them all in the freezer. So there must be some contamination going on. Besides, I ate it 3 times and it itches right after each meal. It was my fault anyway... I already knew it was the meat the 1st time but I still ate it. Sedap bha. Hahaha... I guess now I understand how dad feels. I think he’s actually allergic to meat, but he still eats them. I’m not really allergic to meat. I don’t want to be. Cuz then I won’t be able to eat doublecheese burger. No, I wouldn’t want that to happen. Haha... EEK!! Gatal!!!!

Kenduri Kahwin Bro Abu

I just want to say... cool. I have a new sister-in-law. :D Actually they were married in August, but they were only able to bersanding on November 29th. But somehow, the fact that he got married hasn’t really sunk in until that day. The wedding was ok. Simple. Next wedding is my sister’s. That’s supposed to be in May. Can’t wait for that - can’t wait for little nieces and nephews, too. ^_^

Final Exam

It was terrrrrible. Embarrassing, it is. I’m planning on not telling anyone about my pointer. Unless of course, if I had 3 n above. Yeah, I’m pretty disappointed with myself. But I guess I just have to do some extra-hard work next semester, don’t I? There’s really no use for feeling sorry now, right? Right...

Tagged by Anna

A few days ago (probably more than a week ago), I opened my chatango and saw Anna’s message saying she tagged me. Firstly, I was in no mood for anything on that fateful day, and secondly, I had no idea what to do if I got tagged. Sorry Anna. I saw that she’s in Doha right now. Cool.

I’m poor.

Downright poor. Ok, not that poor. I do have money, but not much. I wanted to work, but there’s not enough time. Start a business? Well, I’m not good at it. Haha... But, right now, that’s the only option I have (biasiswa habis. Believe it, or not.) My family have enough on their mind to deal with, so I can’t depend too much on them anymore. Besides, I’m 19, ok. I should at least learn to survive, shouldn’t I? Yes. Jiayo2.. haha

Blogs

I’ve been visiting Ahmad Farid’s blog a lot these days, now that I have a sudden interest in money-making. Plus, he always promoted his blog on friendster bulletin. I can’t help but clicking. Haha... It was cool, I guess. His blog reminds me of Valentino's blog, only that val's did not just focus solely on businesses. But just like Farid, he had good ideas and a clear purpose on it...unlike my diary-based blog. While chatting with YM, Hanani pointed out the question that I always try to ignore... “Who would actually read this?” well, in Malay la, of course. huh..sakit. sakit di dada. Haha.. But I admit it though. All I have here are just ramblings about my life written in English, and my life is prety boring, really. :D And it’s too simple, isn’t it? I bet that if I put a chatbox in here, it wouldn’t be filled for a long, long time. The only pride and joy of mine is the teddy bear pictures at the top. A bit messy, huh? Well, it was one of the pictures I successfully edited with photoshop. That kind of reminds me of Anna. Her blog is cool too. I’m not sure how to comment on it, but it’s just cool. Possibly because we can see how much she spends her time on her blog and how many people are interested with it. And I can also see that a lot of other T9s have their own blog, like Herda, AB, Ann Yvonne, n Chai.

Trip to Rumah Anak Yatim Tambunan

This happened a few months ago (17-19 Oct), but I kind of forgot to blog about it. Or too lazy to do so, whichever you prefer. It was a program under Unit Kokurikulum, but let’s not bore you with the details. Can’t believe I actually spilled a few tears after I went on the bus. There was a girl who i got attached with, and dia baaaalik2 salam n cium tangan sebelum kami btolak. How can you not be touched with that? We (us and the kids) exchanged phone numbers before we left, and one kid actually called me! Wa.... but that was a long time ago. I’ve lost contact with them. I forgot to call, actually. Yet, I don’t want them to think we’ve forgotten about them completely. Cause we’re having another trip again next semester. This time, it’s our own trip, and I told them I want to live in a chalet. Don’t ask why, ok. Hahaha...

I’m going out today...

Bilang teda duit, tp jalan... true. But, I do have enough money to see a movie and lepak with my dearest cousins. Having fun once in a while wouldn’t hurt, right?? :D

~It still itches~

at Memeng's

2008-11-07T23:05:00.000-08:00

i'm at my friend's house...just chillin'...(aiseh..) we're basically doin nothing... emmy's playing a game at my laptop, memeng's texting as usual, and I'm blogging with her cuzz's laptop.. i wanted 2 study falsafah, but i left the notes at home, n i'm not in the mood to study earth science *yawn*... i'm starting to think that i shudnt have returned to UMS so early. the PF exam is on tuesday, n the (absolute final) due date of the english essay is on monday (i love Ms. Arifah for extending the due date again :D)...and im not really doing any work or studying here. plus, if i'm at home i can at least (try to) help mum around the house. hihi.. it was last night at ums when we decided to sleep here. we planned to go somewhere today - one of the reasons i agreed to sleep here..tp xjd ni. kechewa i. huhu~

o yea... hari tu ada kwn personally ni bha komen psal post yg previousss... "perlukah bf jd topik utama??" hahaha... x bha... bosan bha tu. ok... see... i was somewhat pressurized by people around me. by those who have bf/gf, those who had problems in their relationship, n especially guys who tried me (sorry ya..). haha... sda la kna tkanan study n assgmnt kan. pastu...fkir lg isu money3~ hehe... i know, it might have been the opposite of what i said in my friendster blog, but it was just something i thought of at that moment...kay??? haha...

final XM... takut...uhuu :'(

I think…

2008-10-28T08:39:00.000-07:00

I’m bored. i’m not in the mood to do assignments or worry about the exams (which begins at 1st Nov)…and i am kind of...mm... upset, right now... all for the usual reasons.. firstly, BOYS.
i dunno... i get jealous when i see girls with their boyfriends, or SMSing their bfs, or else talking about them.
but ya know, it's pretty hard to find a decent one these days. Based on my observation, the cute ones are usually either poor, uneducated, very religious, or gay; the romantic ones are usually perverted; and the nice ones… well, they’re just too nice to play with…I can’t take them as boyfriends. Maybe I’ll pick one of them later. As a husband.. LOL..
so, now I’m thinking, the hell with it, ryte??...i can still live without a boyfriend, as long as i hav my girlfriends and guyfriends at my side... but then again, i'm still envious of my friends and their boyfriends. :P
be-sidesss.....
boyfriends are FORBIDDEN for me...mom's rule, naturally. i know that that's typical for girls my age, and it also would be typical for girls my age to not care. tp…takut pla jd derhaka kan. Haha… Yet., mcm abg arom ckp yesterday…. Bukan derhaka, berbeza pdpt..hahaha :D
x pa…it’s still too early to have one anyway… baru sem 1. skrg ni main teman tp mesra ja la. Easier. No strings attached. Hahaha

there’s also the laptop and biasiswa dilemma. Haha… FINALLY… I got the money. But first I need to bayar hutang… huhhuu~ then I can buy myself a laptop. Unfortunately, I can’t buy the one I want. (acer aspire 4920, I think) tak cukup duit la…haha… I have to buy other stuff too, that’s why… LOTS of stuff. :D
so…perhaps I can upgrade it later on. The important thing is that I can surf and do my assignments with MY OWN laptop. Yes…

i'm also in love with KAMI right now. too bad they only made 8 episodes..that's even much less than Korean dramas. But it’s still ok. Less is more, I guess... I think they're not too awesome, but they're way cooler than the usual Malaysian series. They don’t totally speak English, and they don’t totally speak malay either. And they all speak in a natural way...well, I think so la. Conclusion: like'em..like'em..
and my GOD, Ali is so cute! i'm not a fan of his hair but it kinda suits him so i guess it's ok. I think his name is Ezani, and the one who played Abu is Nas-t. I’m sure I’ve seen them in a magazine somewhere (I don’t read magazines so much…cant remember). they're supposed to be, like, 16 or 17 yrs old in that story…form 4/5. ryte?? but they dress much nicer than i do. My GODness… I’m such a disgrace to the university students...haha

x pa.. tu semua duniawi.. LOL

owkayy… cheers everyone!

p/s: I forgot my ID n psword for the UMS portal. dang… I am so screwed!!!

lots of surprises, plentiful of fears

2008-10-12T07:18:00.000-07:00

a lot has been going on lately....
i've learned, or else realized, a lot facts these days. for one, i jz found out about smthing that's been going on for about a month now. what i fear is that it might've involved me, without myself realizing it. what saddens me is that i was kept in the dark about this. but, yeah..mayb she had her own reason for not telling me so it's ok i guess.

and then there's this 1 person i used to hate, which i decided 2 forgive, that had made me dislike him again. the thing is, even if i nvr was in love, that person had said a lot of things and had boldly promised a lot as well...and that made me angry because it seems like i really was jz another girl to him. and i can't believe i actually felt sorry for him. i see his true colors now...i guess i made the right decision. THANK GOD. :)

and then there's another guy. as usual. (hey...u can't blame me for being a girl. :D) the whole thing seemed to b funny at first, but now that it's over, i cant help being awkward evrytime we meet. i guess we were nvr meant 2 b. (aww..) and he was, and still is, just a friend. so please dont misinterpret my codes...aite?

and then there's an OTHER friend of mine...and i only like him as a friend. just friends. and it's another fear of mine that i might've lead him on..u know, let his hopes up. and i SWEAR i never meant for it to b like that. it's been fun being friends with him.

u know what else i'm afraid of? FINALS. i havent studied yet. at all. and then there's the presentation and assignments and midterms. i mean, who does a midterm exam on the end of the term? like, WTH?? and he just decided to give us assignments. right when i thought the torture is over... owh and about the asgmts? i've been keeping most of the notes, references and asgmnts i had in my 2GB kingmax pendrive and it's GONE. now i'm not really sure what 2 do cuz the english essay is due this week.. i left it in BK4 last friday... during all the excitement of sharing kuih i actually forgot the darn pndrive. it's a good thing i get to borrow this laptop though. at least i can do my work much faster.

so...i guess that's all.

tata! :)

it's 4th October

2008-10-04T04:35:00.000-07:00

i want 2 write a rojak of things...

o ya. haqim's bday today. bah...jgn jelez..kbtulan dpt tau hri tu.. siyes ni..calender 2007 tu hlg...xingt bday kmu smwa...hehe... nyways..my mom's bday was 1st Oct..raya prtama ow..aha..next is Flo's...9th..
x lama lg bday ku.............2months...jz 2months left... :D

im bored...mls ni mau bt asgmt...tlampau byk... i jz dunno where 2 start.. lemme see...TITAS is due monday, falsafah n lab report on tuesday, english essay on wed, TKB mdterm + presentation n fieldwork report thurs....friday? owh...jmpa dr harun. asgmt ringan2 aja...haha...pastu silat.yeah! the best place to vent my anger...ngahaha....sabtu kokum la pla...haish...bla mo dating ni...(aiks?) hehehe.. kidding..

hmm...biasiswa...lum dpt...tseksa batinku mmikir laptop sepa kan dpnjam.. huhu.. mau on9 pun susa...smwa keja trbantut sb duit tu lum dpt.. well..actually sb diri cndri jg.. hndak seribu daya, x hndak sribu dalih kan... aku ja yg x mau...2la byk dalihnya..haha...

i want 2 go out...xkira la..beraya ka, tgk wyg ka...asalkan dpt ksronokkan nih.. haha.. tp teda pla org tlg mam cni. although actually it'd still be the same if i'm not here...cuz i'm not doing so much work here...sloth ma aku ni...liat mo bgrak.hahahha

boys...wat about them? nada.. (as in "nothing" in spanish) but i remembered 1 thing my friend said..pasal MENGURAT..haha... aku stil pns smpai skrg... dia kata, taktiknya kunu bgini... msa bru stat msg, truskan kacau dlm bbrapa hri, then stop n wait...until the girl msg back...klu dia sda stat msg balik, means dia suka la tu.. apakah.. ada org ble tlg bt kajian ka tu? cuz i hv a feeling it's happening to me right now.haha.... well....comments are welcomed, plz n tq..

raya...hm...it's ok. although my grandma's sick bcz of gastric..they said that she probably pushed herself during Ramadhan..so xdpt ni beraya. but she's eating again, last time i heard. so ok sda la. for me? it jz sucked cuz i didn get new shoes.. mum wanted 2 wait until after her Bday cuz she'd get a discount for 1 whole month..i can't remember, was it 30% or 50%.. we're also still waiting for that scolarship. i think we're supposed to have it like this month... i'm losing my patience.. but other than that, it's all good.. except for the fact that i was left to do the dirty work at home...my siblings were no help. oo..ingat kmu sda bsar kmu ble kuar ska ati la...nanti kamu...ngahaha... aiseh. xbha.. raya kan.. no hard feelings ma. (as if)

but at least i get to go home..

here's some pics...mcm hari alam sekitar ni

suasana d kg...

d rumah pck cilin...

aunties.. that's my sis with the long curls

cuzzies..miss them. huhu...

there's lots of other pics...but i 4got 2 ask them from my cousins... notice what colours we were wearing.. mostly green n blue. xsngaja bha tu. mcm mnyokong course aku ni. haha... the day b4 my family wore purple. too bad we didnt took a picture of us all..

so tu jak ah...4 now....

toodles!

puasa time!

2008-09-06T12:46:00.000-07:00

lama sda ni x post rasanya...skrg bulan puasa... D**n..my tummy hurts...mo celebrate dpt balik ruma kan td....mkn byk2 ni...pdn muka..hahaa... hmm..tpksa censor tu curse word.. sb bulan puasa.hehe....

newayy...y am i not using english?? saja...sb mcm bosan sda. all the readers (if any) must have been malaysians anyway... takde maknenye guna bi. ryt?? hehe... kasi rojaks ja la bhsa ni...antamla phm ka nda. ngee :D

ive said dis b4 but...PENAT owh jd bdak U. mostly sb mnunggu bas,n jln kaki dr dkp-lbry/lbry-sst /kg ab-sst/sst-dkp...n etc... mmm. fyi, dkp=dewan kuliah pusat, lbry=library(duh..mo jg kstaw), sst=sekolah sains n teknologi, kg ab=kolej kediaman AB(where i live). kdg2, xdpt bas, n biasanya, klu dpt pun nek bas, xdpt duduk. tp xma. syukurla...atleast byk jg bas kmi.. lgpun xksah jg bdiri..lg cpat trun bas.hehe... dgr2 ada U yg xbyk bas, n kononnya bas dtg tiap 30min. i dunno...

n then the asgmnts....sda la aku ni jnis xbuat keja. tmbh lg maw bt ESSAY? it's a pain, i tell u... sda jg post ari tu kan, i wanna go home knun tu...lawak ni.hehe.... pastu mo bt group discussion bkan men susa.. sb jdual kmi slalu clash.. n psal grup discussion la aku xdpt tgk abg aku nikah. hmm...xpala. my bad..

pastu kokum lg..interim (interaksi institusi dan masyarakat)... past len lg klu atvt persatuan. tp klu 2 xpala. silat is my passion...currently la. kan besanya hangat2 taik ayam ja. xtaula kali ni cmana. hehe...3 kali sda bt demo ni..memorable jg la, (wlupun x menonjol sgt part aku, yg mana aku x ksah sgt jg) sb dpt lepak sma dorg. mnguatkan jalinan ukhuwah la kiranya.hehe...bes la.bes2...

bha...tata :)

oya...tgh mghrp laptop bru ni. wish me luck! :P

frustrated somehow...

2008-08-18T15:33:00.000-07:00

it's mid sem break...tp x mcm cuti pun....

i'll be going back to ums to ums today...it was supposed to be yesterday. tp dmam la pla... dmam plus selsema... i missed silat training and the group discussion because of that. i slept the whole day..well of course i went upstairs once in a while, the toilet,solat... it was around 2am when the fever went down..thank goodness...ive been up ever since. :)

i'm supposed to have silat training from monday to friday this week. we're gonna have a demo this sunday in ums...along with my brothers i think..there's also another one on 31st but im not sure where.. i'm nervous but i cant help being excited...:D i want all of my friends to see the awesomeness of silat cekak ustaz hanafi..hahahaha.. but because of that,i dont think i'll be able to see my brother getting married. nikah hari rabu nie..... mom said no one would be able to pick me up from ums.

nvr mind i guess...dpt jg tgk dorg brsanding nti kan..

and then there are these assignments to do...there's also midterm xm next week...and then ajk tamu gadang... so can u call this a holiday???

so...i just finished watching the panic at the disco concert in malaysia.. i wanted to go there so badly...and i couldn't cuz they're too far away..:( and the tickets aren't really that xpensive. rm88 at the rockzone,rm118 at the lower tier. they even have promotion prices (rm68 n rm98). ok, so maybe they're a little xpensive for me, but at least they're much cheaper than anuar zain's concert in ums. but the people who commented at youtube said that the cncert wasn't that good, because the guards were a pain (taking people's stuff..camera,water bottles), and there weren't so many people, and also, this is my own opinion, that ryan ross wasn't singing..huhu.. but jon's voice was good, so it's ok..i didnt know he could sing that well..^^ he even sounded like ryan somehow. they say he was sick, so he couldn't sing. but, anyways..credits to mtghtv for posting those videos on youtube, and check out morethangoodhooks.com!

survey..survey..

2008-07-19T12:08:00.000-07:00

1. So how are you?
~ fine..tq.

2. If you woke up as the opposite gender, what's the one thing you would do?
~ hm...xplore..hahaha..jk! freak out 1st. freak out, of cos...

3. Where is your dad?
~ right over there. sleeping.

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PURPLE IS Q&A

Q: How many beds did you lay in today ?
~ 1

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
~ pink..it's a nightgown actually

Q: What websites do you visit the most during the day?
~ yahoo, fs, blogger.

Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now?
~ nopes

Q: Do you own a camera phone?
~ yeahh..

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PINK IS LAST

1. Last movie watched in cinema?
~ can't recall?

2. Song you listened to?
~ maybe. i think it's maybe.

3. Person you last talked/texted on the phone with?
~ last talked to mero.. last sms from flo.

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GREY IS TODAY

1. What are you doing tonight ?
~ laundry..laundry..laundry..

2. What are you going to eat?
~ biscuits..perhaps..

3. Where are you going to be at 2:00am?
~ asleep maybe

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BLACK IS FOR TOMORROW

1.Tomorrow is?
~ monday

2. Are you looking forward to it?
~ not exactly

3. Are you going to laugh?
~ maybe..

4. Who are you going to be with?
~ coursemates..

5. Single or Taken?
~ single..yay!

6. Are you happy with life at the moment?
~ yeah..more like grateful

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The rest

1. What's the last mistake you made?
~ watch tv..i should've done the laundry earier..now i hav 2 stay up..

2. Is the sun shining?
~ no. it's 3.33 a.m

3. Do you like text messaging?
~ sure!

4. Are you having a good/bad hair day?
~ good

5. What was your last purchase?
~ some biscuits n chocs..

6. Are you wearing any make-up right now?
~ no.

7. What are your plans for later?
~ sleep

8. Is there any drama within your life?
~ yeah.. mcm sassy girl chun hyang sda hdup ni..haha

9. What is a song they need to stop playing on the radio?
~ dunno

10. Are you content with life right now?
~ maybe yeah..

11. Does anyone like you?
~ yeah..haha..

12. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
~ of course.. but it depends also..

sometimes i hate english

2008-07-18T02:53:00.000-07:00

i like to speak in english, i like reading english, but i hate doing the assgments.. especially, ESSAYS...
mls mo pkir pa mo tulis.. our mini project or mini assgment or whatever is supposed to be about our course. i mean, like, our field of study. i have no idea what to write about.. but she needed to see our references for the assignment in the next class... blur nie.. i dunno what to write la...

still in mega lab now.. i dont care anymore if people see what im posting..i'm still stressed out n i want 2 go home...

UMS

2008-07-11T03:47:00.000-07:00

mm... yeah. that's where i'm studying now. that's not where i am currently though. i'm at home actually. i'll only be here until tomorrow. supposedly there's gonna be something at dewan canselor for silat cekak at 2pm, but my brother said i didnt have to go. :D
i have to buy some stuff anyway..plus, next friday, i'm going to kundasang so i can't go home. huhuhu..T.T but i'm still excited to go there. hehe..

it's ok, so far. i'm doing my very best to be as friendly as possible. i'd die if i don't. but i guess my best is not good enough... pretty boring there..

i'm really scared of being a university student. i mean, certainly people would expect the best from me, so i'd have to work really hard. i'm not sure i can do that...everyone knows i'm not the hardworking type.. but i'll try to skema-tize myself as much as possible. haha..new word.

anyways... i see lots of kml students there. one of my roommates was in F2T10. val,rina,n flo also went to ums. but they all go to SKTM...while i'm all alone in SST. okay, so not alone la.. i've made new friends. and i'm beginning to like my course, environmental science, although it's way too far from what i learn in matric. physics is still applied, i'm sure, but i'll only be learning physics in the 2nd sem. but whatever. i get to travel, at least.

so i'll get going....i'm going shopping with my mom. tata.... ^^

Panic obsession?

2008-06-22T12:07:00.000-07:00

while getting ready for sleep just now, i had some ideas to put on this blog. so wanna know what i did? i had a cup of milo and put on some music, you know, to get my mind going. and you know what? i forgot what i wanted to write. that is just so typical of me. it's like on the tip of my fingers but i just don't remember what it is..it certainly wasn't about patd.

anyway, i haven't been posting anything lately because there is a problem with my computer, so there's only the old laptop left (i'm using it right now). therefore...i had to wait for my turn to use it. plus, friendster is acting up - i can't upload pictures anymore. but probably it's the internet connection, or this laptop (like i said, it's kind of old...), because my YM is acting up too....keeps getting disconnected. or is it a virus maybe? my brothers always download stuff. urgh whatever. all those problem add up and made me gave up on surfing the internet. well, not really. i love the internet.^^ i'm saying all this because herda asked why i didn't post anything in the friendster blog. so i figured that the world needs an explaination.(right...)

so during all those time when i was frustrated with friendster, i would usually go to youtube and watch my favourite band. recently, i've started to look for their live performance video...just listening to the songs from their album just isn't enough for me anymore. oh, if only i could, just once, see them face to face. talk to them if possible. they're coming to malaysia this august, part of their tour. i went to their website to look for tour dates and saw that they're going to perform at 'stadium niagara' . honestly, is there really such a place here in malaysia? i'm sure they meant stadium negara...don't you think so? anyways..it's not like i can go to their concert or anything..i'd already be in ums by that time..plus, a girl wearing tudung..in a panic at the disco concert? not exactly fitting, is it.. btw, i think they're going to do it after the MTV Asia Awards. i heard, if i'm not mistaken, if we vote for the nominees in MAA, we could get tickets to that event. hell, yeah i'm gonna vote! but yeah..i only want to go there cause patd is nominated for video star (i think). too bad we can't vote for them though. i mean, even if i do get those tickets, it wouldn't mean so much if they don't win.

i don't know why i liked PATD so much... they're really not that good of a band i think. (my sister pointed that out, and i'm starting to think that maybe she's right). probably it's because of the music arrangement, or the arrangement of words in the lyrics, but, bottom line, i'm hooked. i've memorized most of the words now..just can't sing it the way brendon urie does. but i'm beginning to understand what those songs are about. i searched for them in the internet and found them on wikipedia. i read some pretty surprising facts on them, especially that they're actually only a few years older than me, the oldest one should be 23, i think. the youngest one is 20 or 21..not sure, really. which means that, when they had their first album, they were barely out of highschool. (which is good in a way, because they finished school), and ryan ross was in his first semester in college (or did he finished his 1st semester?).. creative writing, i think, and even had a scholarship. those people who commented youtube have also been a real help. so after reading all those facts i fell in love with them even more..yay! haha..

i really liked their songs in the first album, it's just that they're......full of negativity. sometimes i just wish that those bad words aren't really bad words at all cause those songs just sound so good to me. i mean, you kind of lose the fun when lots of words get censored, don't you? nope..no fun. i like their latest songs too.. and, before i heard them, i thought about myself, trying to be a good girl (you know..being religious and getting matured and stuff), so i thought i shouldn't listen to their crap anymore..i was sad to abandon them you know.. but then i saw Nine in the Afternoon MV and i thought that it was cool, and that it actually brought joy to my soul.haha...no, seriously, i really think it sounds good. so i was thankful that they too have matured.. and i started to search for them in imeem, and youtube, and, yes, wikipedia. all in all, they said that they were bored with their songs, cause they have been doing a lot of growing up in the past years and they're not full of angst anymore. it showed in their songs.. although, i think there's still a hint of sarcasm in their new songs but you'd have to listen carefully through the happy notes. i mean, they did say "you don't have to worry cause we're still the same band". but yeah..maybe it's just me. hey, don't get me wrong though. i still listen to their older songs...and loving them everytime. they're just words anyway, and those songs don't represent them anymore.

awesome, they are...

i think another reason why i liked them so much is that none of the people i know are fans of this band..or at least not as fanatic as me. i guess it made me feel unique..i totally like that feeling. don't you? ^^

-peace out-

haven't slept. (insomnia?)

2008-06-01T13:10:00.000-07:00

it's already 4 in the morning! i'm so going to regret this later. haven't slept at all... i was a afraid that i would wake up late so i decided not to sleep. i finished packing at around 1.30 and i wasn't sleepy anymore by that time. i tried to sleep but my eyes just won't obey me (most probably because of the coffee i had.hehe).. so i've been wasting my time watching Coffee Prince. i'm going to continue with episode 10 later.

i like this story probably because of the main character, Go Eun Chan. (I mean, her name is 'Chan'. How is that not cute?) She has a strong personality, outspoken probably but have a mature way of thinking. (I can't describe properly. sorry..so you should probably just watch it yourself) One more thing that makes me like her is how much she resembles me so much. You probably think i'm vain, now, don't you? hehe.. no, it's just, well... she likes food, was born in december, blood type O, she laughs a lot, she's comfortable in huge clothes (i am..cuz i can move freely in them)...maybe they're just small things, but i like it cause it made me feel like wanting to be more like her. that is, the hardworking part. she lost her father as a teenager and have been the leader of the family ever since...they became poor after her father died. she took part time and stuff. she always had the boyish manner, therefore, people often mistaken him as a guy. i probably would too, you know.. looking at her, she just reminds me of ryan ross of patd, so cute ^^.

You can probably find it on MySoju.com, boomvid.com, Dailymotion, Crunchyroll (mandarin dubbed), gofish, Youtube, Veoh (not available in Malaysia anymore), etc. (i can't think of any other video streaming websites). but you should really just go to the last 5. the other 2 websites don't upload their own videos.. they really just put together videos from various websites to form full episodes. but they're still cool for doing that, nevertheless. if you're wondering why i know this, well i couldn't download it through veoh anymore so i've searched for it a lot. anyway, i hope you enjoy this as much as i do.. i like the way they decorate the coffee, btw. tres bien. :D

Other Kdrama of my favorites are Sassy-girl Chun Hyang, Full House, My Girl, and Witch Yoo Hee.

Kdrama...a cause of insomnia to me. another one would be Jdrama. it used to be anime, but i've grown out of it probably. not that i don't watch it anymore. ;p

So, btw, plz wish me well upon travelling. hehe..i won't be around for about a week...not unless i can find a CC nearby. hmm...i'll totally miss this laptop....:

Two things.

2008-05-21T15:39:00.000-07:00

Final exam results!

It was ok...i'm not exactly satisfied, but considering the amount of effort I put into studying, it was actually better than i expected. Yeah...I didn't study much last semester.. I was so disappointed in myself before but i've learned to make this failure as a source of motivation. Yeah! haha :D

i know someone who got 3++...KFC coming up! sweet.. I've got to spend her mcflurry in return though, not that I mind... she's coming to kk this june. also..there's another friend of mine who got 4flat again. thumbs up la hoh.. hehe... xheran la... he's disciplined....more like skema. haha...jk!

to those who didn't get great results like me...i hope you don't let it get you down. owh..and the next time people ask you how much you got, don't say that it's terrible, eventhough it really is, cuz maybe the one who asked you got worse. haha.. yeah..happens to me all the time.. i mean, if yours are terrible, then what about mine,huh? sad isn't it..haha. to those who got good results? well...well done then. more power to you! hehe

we've already updated the upu...me? kimia industri-ums, sns forensik-usm, chem eng-ump, sns sekitaran-ums, cvl engineering-unimas, sns(tech psekitaran)-uitm, sns gunaan(kimia analisis)-usm, teknologi(mknn)-usm. they're not really what i aimed for... but i planned to change to another course after a year, if possible. mum wanted me to go to ums...so they can take care of me probbly. :D i want to go there too cuz lots of my friends applied there. it'd be cool to study together. :)

i think it's only about 3 weeks away until the result came out. 3rd week of june. i've been thinking about doing revision, u know, prepare myself for university. but....malas. hehehe

holiday

it hasn't really been an interesting holiday...it was ok though...it wasn't really boring. i kind of just found out that doing housework isn't really that bad, so i had lots of things to do around the house. :)

i also went out a few times. once, i went out with a friend and ate a lot without spending so much. i only had to pay for my yoyo (u know...the drink.). it was my day, my friend said...huhuuu!! thankyuuu! i was so full,i didn't ate dinner. haha... if you're reading this, well, thank you n sorry for the awkwardness...and i'm looking forward to eating pizza hut.hehehe.. and then of course, i went out with my best bud. we didn't do much..just went around cp and back home...but we get to share our stories, experience and stuff...she always have something to say and i usually don't mind listening. eh, usually? haha...kidding, nani!
i also stayed at kampung for a week. me n ain(my czn) also went out, but she was with her friend, and i was with hanani. n then there was La Salle's 50th anniversary...also with hanani. hmm...

that pretty much sums up my holiday. kind of boring, isn't it..i mean, minus the issues i had(no biggie...hihi). but nvrmine... i'm thankful as i should be. at least i get to go to kl this monday..yay3! hehe... just me, my mom, n my dad. tambang free ma... now i'm totally looking forward to do some shopping n picture-taking. :D

mukaddimah

2008-05-03T09:58:00.000-07:00

I've deleted the previous posts, cuz, they're...kind of...embarrassing. haha... They were made when I was still in KML. I saw Valentino's blog so I made one...just to have something to do.

It's already been 2 weeks since I left there. I didn't think I'd actually say this but I miss that place. Well not really. I just missed our memories. The things we did.

I do get envious though, when I looked at other people's acheivements. My friends who went to study in the peninsular... those who went abroad... those who joined KAKOM... I actually wanted to join kawad but I just happened to forgot that day. ngehee...

I mean, there's just so many that I could've acheived. Yes it's great that we won kawad, and got 4th place in nasyid and that the invention went to semi-finals. But I can't help thinking that I could have done better. Sorry... I just can't help being a perfectionist. The total imperfection just kills me... This is what's killing me actually, me being a perfectionist. Why do you think I take so much time doing things? When I do something I'd usually take in every detail and I try my best not to do mistakes. But getting things perfect is really hard so when even 1 thing goes wrong I'd usually give up. That's another problem of myself, you see. I give up easily. :)

I'll try my best not to be so after this. So let's just hope that we all get good results and get to study further in the courses that we like or we would be able to like. Hehe... I don't want to repeat. I will but only if I don't get a likeable course and if I'm qualified. I thought it was a great idea at first, especially since Herda was so into that idea. But they say you've got to be emotionally strong to repeat. Makes sense don't you think? :